My Awakening

I guess I should give you a brief background to set the scene. I was raised single handed by my mother - I never knew my father, he left us when I was 2 years old. My mom worked hard keeping us both, and for that I shall always be in her debt. When I was 18, she met a guy called Robert. He was 49, mom was 32. After about 3 months, she told me that she wanted us to move in and live with Robert. I was OK with this- I liked him, and he made mom happy. Robert had been married - his wife died at the age of 35 from breast cancer, and he had raised their 2 boys on his own. The eldest son, Teddy, had married and left home 2 years previously. The younger son, David, was 21 when we moved in. We all shared a 3 bed roomed semi detached house - I took Teddys old room, which Robert kindly redecorated for me in my favourite color - purple! Both Robert and my mom worked shifts in the local hospital, and David had a job as a construction labourer. It was strange at first, living in someone elses home - getting used to a new routine, and each other. For me is was difficult to get used to sharing my life with other people - as an only child I was used to being on my own, doing my own thing, not having to think about others. I think it was about 2 weeks after we had moved in that things started. Early one morning I was getting up and ready for school. Having taken a shower, I was getting dressed in my room when I discovered I had no bra in my drawer. So, wearing just my white panties, I opened my bedroom door, and walked along the landing to the airing cupboard, where I knew Id find some recently washed underwear. Sure enough after a quick search I found a few bras and more panties, clean and dry. As I closed the cupboard door, underwear in hand, I heard footsteps on the stairs. A second later, David appeared on the landing, to find me topless, panties and bras in hands. I was completely stunned - suddenly, for the first time in my life, I had a man gazing at my naked 32DD breasts. My heart thumped, and I remember hardly being able to breathe, as David stood, for what seemed like forever, staring at me. There I was, a half naked 18 year old girl, revealing my teenage charms to the world. Looking back now, I guess I felt like a beautiful butterfly emerging from a chrysalis. Since the age of 10, when my breasts had first begun to develop, I had kept them hidden from the world. For years they had grown and filled out, becoming beautifully firm and well rounded, with slightly upturned, pink nipples. And now, totally unexpectedly, this lucky guy David, whom I didn't know particularly well, was there to witness the results of my development . But something else was happening in those few seconds of silence between us. Because, as his eyes followed the curves of my breasts, I felt a tingle of sexual arousal between my legs, which rapidly spread through me, until it reached the tips of my nipples. As it did so, they suddenly began to enlarge and become erect. Of course, by the age of 18, I was quite used to feeling sexually aroused. I had been masturbating regularly but this was my real sexual awakening - to have this man seeing me like this, and cause my whole body to react in this way, was my first real adult experience. And it felt fantastic. "Morning", he eventually said. I knew my cheeks were glowing red, as I smiled at him. and remember trying to remain casual, although inside I was trembling with a mixture of panic and excitement. "Oh, hi . Er .. I was just getting these," I replied nervously. I remember holding out my panties for him to see - an odd thing to do really, but I was very flustered at the time. He nodded, and smiled, and then to my inner excitement, walked towards me and passed me to go to the bathroom. As he did so, he gazed down at my breasts, only inches from me.

I remember getting back to my room, shutting my door and simply falling to my knees as my trembling legs gave way beneath me. The experience was one of the most exciting of my life. But within a day or so, I began to realise that it was more than just a passing incident. The sensations caused within my nubile body were extraordinary. It was as though somehow David's gaze had ignited the glowing embers of my teenage sexuality, and now a fire was burning hot inside me. Suddenly, it seemed, he had turned on a faucet, and my sex hormones were now gushing out, pumping around my body like a river in full flood. And I was desperate for more excitement. Now, I began think of ways in which I could somehow repeat the incident - perhaps make it even more exciting. Two days later, I tried again. Once again it was early morning, but this time I was my bedroom, with my door wide open. And I was completely naked. My idea was to stand there , pretending to be sorting out my clothes, as David walked past my door to the bathroom. He would glance in and see my naked body in all its glory. I got it wrong. It was my mom who walked past. Seeing me in my room, with everything on display, she quickly closed the door, saying , "Honey, put some clothes on - you'll be late for school."

Later that afternoon, when we were alone in the kitchen, she said, "Kim, can we have little talk?"

I knew instantly what it was about. I guess if I ever have a teenage girl I will probably say the same things to her. She explained that she knew that I was used to having the run of our home, and that it was difficult to adjust to sharing a house with 2 men.

"But you're growing up now, Kim. You're not a little girl anymore - you're a young woman. And you have to be aware that you have young woman's body."

I remember feeling really embarrassed as she continued,

"So, I think you should be more careful about well, .you know.what you let them see. Do you know what I mean?" I promised her I understood. However my mom's words of advice stood no chance against the tidal wave of hormones that were filling my veins. I was soon making my plans. My next opportunity arose the following week, when both my mom and Robert were working late shifts, leaving the house to David and every night.

Getting home from school before David came in from work allowed me time to decide how best to set the scene. That first night on our own, however turned out to be non eventful - David came in, took a quick shower and left to go out with his mates to the bar. The following night, though, was different. I had got home first and had only been home about 30 minutes when I heard the door slam shut downstairs. He was home earlier than usual. I heard him call out. "Hey Kim, you home?"

"Up in my room," I answered. With my heart beating so hard I thought my chest would burst, I heard his footsteps coming up the stairs and along the landing. He appeared at my open bedroom door. I was standing completely naked in the middle of my room. He stared at me, his eyes and mouth wide open. I smiled, innocently, as I noticed his eyes flicker down to my pussy, and gaze for a few seconds. Back then I still had a light covering of blonde hair on my puss, but not enough to prevent anyone from seeing my slit and pouting, swollen lips. (These days I am fully shaven). "Hi, youre home early?" I said casually, as though I always greeted him in the nude. "I was just changing out of my school clothes," I added. "Oh, yeah, I'm sorry," he muttered, "I didn't mean to interrupt."

I wondered over to my wardrobe and fiddled with some clothes, as he watched from the door, taking in every detail of me.

"It's no problem - I just hate my uniform - cant wait to get it off," I replied.

He coughed.

"I'll get something fixed for supper."  When I turned he was gone. My cunny was dripping wet. Before I dressed, I lay on my bed and masturbated. I hoped he would appear again, but he didn't. I wanted him to watch me. I think it was 2 days later that I discovered them. I had just showered and returned to my room. In my underwear drawer, a pair of my pink panties, soaked in fresh, creamy cum - still warm. At first I didn't know what the thick creamy white fluid was. After all, I had never seen a man's cum before. It took a few seconds for me to realise that someone had been in my room and masturbated into my panties, filling them with hot cum. David. Fascinated, aroused and surprised, I found myself scooping up some of the semen with my fingers, and without a second thought, licking them clean. What made me do this I still don't know to this day. It wasn't something I had ever imagined doing - but suddenly, when given the opportunity, it seemed the most natural thing in the world to do. His taste got me so horny, I can tell you. I wore those panties all day. When I saw him that evening, he didn't say a word to me about it. The next morning, and another pair of cum drenched panties in my drawer. This time I left his semen on them, and wore them all day. Possibly a silly thing to do - but hey, I was 18 and horny as hell. That night I decided I had to say something. But he stayed out all night at his girlfriends parents house, so I didn't see him until the night after. By now I was in a constant state of sexual arousal - my cunny seemed to be wet and buzzing 24/7, and whenever I could I would finger myself. Im sure the whole house must have been heavy with the aroma of hot teen puss, as my hormones raged. I wasn't sure where all this was taking me, but it was so exciting. He arrived home. I was watching TV dressed in a crop top and very short mini skirt. "Hey, how's it going?" he said, looking at my never ending legs.

"Fine," I replied, and then added "Id like to watch you jack off in my panties."

He smiled at me. "Did you like my gifts?"

I nodded. I liked the flavour too.

He looked rather shocked by this. Then, without another word, but a simple look, he turned and went upstairs. Excited, I followed him. I reached my bedroom to find him already with his jeans and pants around his ankles. And there, rapidly rising to its full size, was his gorgeous cock. The first man's cock I had ever seen. A thick, throbbing beast, purple headed and already glistening, with shaved, bulging, heavy balls hanging tightly beneath. I stood and watched in silence as this guy took out a pair of panties from my drawer, and wrapping them around his cock, began to masturbate, smiling at me as I gazed at this sight. He was enjoying himself now. There he was, jacking off into a 14 year old girls knickers as she stood and watched him! Surely any guys idea of heaven! And I, equally, was enthralled by the sight of this man pumping away on his cock with my panties. And, after a few loud gasps, he came, his hot white spunk suddenly erupting from the little slit in his cock head. Expertly, he captured his load in my panties, drenching them with cum. Then, his face red, still panting, he moved over to me, and handed me my soaked underwear, smiling. I rubbed them all over my face, covering myself in his salty hot semen. Amazed, he laughed and told me I was the horniest 18 year old he had ever known. And I was sure horny now. I couldn't keep myself under control any longer. With my cum covered face now hot and flushed, I pulled up the hem of my mini skirt and removed my panties, kicking them across the room. My turn now, I said huskily, and gave him naughty smile. David watched me lay on my bed and spread my legs, before parting the puffy red lips of my tight virgin puss to expose my hard, erect clitoris for him to see. He stood between my legs and watched as I began to finger myself eagerly, instantly causing my hips to jerk and lift off the bed involuntarily. I remember hearing myself let out a little whimper of pleasure, partly due to the fabulous sensations ripping through me, but also because, for the fist time, I was being watched by a man as I performed for him. It was an incredible experience for me- at 18 years old, I was masturbating in from of a 21 year old guy. It was wonderful. But it got better, as I saw him reach down and then begin to insert 2 fingers inside my tight, virgin hole. Despite the copious amounts of lubrication, he found me very tight, and it took him several attempts before I finally felt him enter me, delving inside my vagina to explore my hot hole. But soon he had loosened my muscles, and I lay there in heaven, eyes closed, as he pumped away inside me, whilst rubbing my clit expertly with his thumb. And then I was cumming - with a loud cry of ecstasy my hips thrust up off the bed and my vagina quivered and shook me to my core. I remember being vaguely aware of his fingers slipping out of me. And then being replaced by his still erect cock. I opened my eyes to see him between my legs, which he was now holding around his waist. And his cock was now ramming inside me - hard and deep. I was right on the edge of the bed now, when I felt a sudden jab of pain deep inside, and he thrust his cock in roughly. I gave a cry of pain, and when he pulled out, a spray of deep red blood gushed out from between my legs and all over the bed and carpet. But the pain was gone in an instant, now replaced by the warm heavenly sensations of a man's hard, throbbing cock now passing through my defences and making me a woman. I had often dreamt about how and when I would lose my virginity - and now I had the answers. He came inside me, and exhausted, pulled out his bloody cock . I was a wet sticky mess - blood mingled with his semen and my own fluids. The bed and carpet were a mess too. Ill never forget the way he looked down at me, studying my hot, cum covered face and my still quivering, dripping red cunny. It was almost a look of disbelief and perhaps slight panic . He had taken the virginity of a horny 18 year old girl. I smiled up at him from my bed still panting, my miniskirt up around my waist. "Don't look so worried," I eventually said breathlessly, "I've wanted to do this for so long - I was desperate for a fuck." David and I continued sexual relationship for 18 months. Neither my mom, Robert or David's girlfriend Heather ever discovered our secret.