Massage Love

I don't know if anybody would find this interesting, or if some of you can relate, but here goes... 

Early in the second year of Covid when lockdown restrictions started to relax, I started getting interested in massages, the idea of lying on a bed, totally naked and being massaged with sweet smelling locations or oil really appealed to me. I eventually decided to book a session and to go out and get one. I think I also needed the escape after months and months of stress and being locked away in the house going nuts. 

It turns out find a parlor was really easy, there are tons of them around. Anyway, when my appointment came around, I showed up for my session, stressed out of my mind, the idea of what I was about to do scared me and I am not sure why, this wasn't a brothel and I had no intention to get any extras...

The staff was really friendly, and they welcomed me and took me through to have my feet washed which was amazing. After that they took me through to a room with a massage bed and filled with nice aromas and candles and soft gentle classical music. I was instructed to remove all my clothes, cover myself with a towel, and to lie face down on the bed. Now just the fact that I was naked in a strange place expecting a female to come through the door already had an effect on me, I erect easily. ;) 

A middle-aged Asian woman walked in and I was already lying face down. She was friendly but we did not talk much. The session began and she started massaging my back with warm oil, the experience was out of this world. At some point she moved down and massaged my buttocks which felt great, but I was very aware of the pressure that I felt on my dick... it felt so good. She eventually moved down to my legs but working from my feet upwards. By the time she came to my thighs I was somewhere between really relaxed and really turned on, and it became more intense when her hand grazed my testicles. At this point I was hard as a rock, and I knew that the sheet was going to have a wet spot. She asked me to turn around and she held the towel in such a way so that I could turn around without her seeing me. Once I was on my back, she threw the towel over me, but I was so hard that it was clear to her that I had other things on my mind. I felt so embarrassed, my face felt warm and if it wasn't for the dimmed lights she would have seen me blushing. 

She then started working her way up from my feet again, and once again, her hand would lightly brush against my testicles as she worked on my inner thighs.  She threw some hot oil on my tummy and gently massaged under my belly button, and then lower, with her hand sliding under my cock which was dripping at this point, still under the towel though. 

Then came the big moment... she removed the towel exploring my fully erect cock, took my hand and placed it on my cock... I knew exactly what that meant, and I started stroking myself, she helped me with some oil, but the rest was all on me. As I proceeded to gently stroke myself, she massaged my chest with warm oil. I did not last long, I shot such a huge load of cum all over myself, over my stomach, my chest, some over my shoulder. Lying there, with my throbbing cock in my hand, cum dripping from my head, I felt completely relaxed. My legs were numb, I felt drained, but in a good way, and I felt I could fall asleep. 

The guilt then set in, and I felt embarrassed. She cleaned me up and I very quickly got dressed. 

When I got back to reception, she was already there with the receptionist which smiled at me with a big smile, she knew exactly what had just happened. I felt obligated to pay her a tip which she was very grateful for. I now know that I tipped her way more than what the going rate is for extras, but I didn't know. 

After that I decided not to ever do that again. I felt so guilty, however, following that day I have gone to other places. I've had some incredible massages, and some horrible ones. My most memorable one was with an Asian girl who I visited for a massage and she removed her clothes immediately as the session started. She was incredibly fit with beautiful abs and stunning tits. It came as a complete surprise; I checked out her website before hand and she really did look like just a normal massage therapist. It was such an awesome session as we were chatting and laughing throughout, she sucked my cock very quickly but that was just to tease me. 

I've since all of the above moved to a new country, I'm still going for massages but I ask them to not let me come but to rather just massage my dick. I love that, and when I get home I finish the job, and it is always a huge warm load all over the place.