Learning to Cum

         Growing up before the internet, learning about why your touching your dick felt good was a mystery.  My first experience was rubbing my soft little dick on the mattress of my bed.  I would rub back and forth until I was out of breath and sweating. I had no idea it had anything to do with sex and it just felt good.  I would go behind the couch and rub my dick on the rug while my brother and sister watched tv.  Once my sister caught me and just asked what was I doing.  I told her I was just looking for something under the couch. She never saw my dick and it was a non event. I continued rubbing, enjoying the good feeling but not cumming.

          In Junior High I worked in a laundry during the morning and stayed alone at my grandparent's house during the afternoon.  I had lots of time to explore and looked through my uncle’s room for magazines.  I found some men’s magazines and looked at the soft core pictures and read the stories.  I was still smooth and my dick was only a little nub.  I loved the long fleecy rug in the bathroom and it was my favorite place to rub.  The stories made my dick get firmer and it tingled but nothing was shot out.  

           I was a late maturer and pubic hair did not appear until I was 15.  My rubbing continued, and a dry cum was now my reward.  Our family went on vacation to Canada, to the Calgary Stampede.  We stayed at a large park that had a huge pool with a diving tower.  The stairs to the tower were very steep and the view from both above and below gave a great view of the girls' charms.  From above you could see the top of their bikini clad breasts with sometimes a nipple showing.  From below their tight little bottoms were on display, and wet fabric covered camel toes could be seen.  One girl's top came off when she hit the water and I was rewarded with a view of both her perky, red nippled breasts.  My dick was at its biggest, embarassed I adjusted my dick and headed to our trailer. I pulled down my trunks and pulled out my dick.  It was about 5 inches long and I needed to rub it.  There were no rugs so I used my hand for the first time.  As I rubbed up and down its length and over the head, I experienced a whole new feeling.  I kept pumping and felt the dry cum feeling starting to build.  A clear drop of fluid came out of the slit.  I rubbed it over the purple head and it was warm and slick.  I felt a surge in my balls and a need to pee from my dick.  My knees were weak but I continued to stroke  my dick.  

The urge to pee became overwhelming and I finally gave into the feeling.  But instead of a steady stream, my dick shot out little spurts of a milky glob.  It was the first time I had made myself cum.  It was a great feeling and the beginning of my enjoyment of masterbating!!!