It's Natural

I use self pleasure to create within myself a balance and harmonic feeling. Self romancing eases my stress and allows me to relax. I find it great for fun and also great for healing and centering myself. I certainly did not let religion dictate my pleasuring myself, although I remember as a younger person wondering if I would be punished for such acts as I was told it were a sin by the older folks who I feel so bad for now looking back. All the healthy fun they have missed. I question religion and many of its unnatural rules and dictations. I believe religion is the cause of much unhappiness in life. And I believe that GOD would not like what has been done in his name to control the masses. I understand that it has it place for keeping people safe but it went too far in controling people with guilt and power.  When it comes to orgasms, I think the more we feel good the better for humanity. It keeps people happy when they feel good and feel good about feeling good. I kept it a secret most of my life. I was terrified to ever admit to anyone, even a lover that I still masturbated. It is a shame that many still feel this way. As I ponder this subject I began to recall some of my early masturbatory techniques. I found myself practicing them as I had once performed them. Such as when I used to lay flat on the ground on my tummy. Slipping my hand into my panties and beyond the slit of my outer lips. I would find my clitoris among the warm wetness and feel it grow and become so very sensitive. I loved to roll my middle right finger around my clit on the right side. It always felt best on that side. I remember sometimes trying my left hand and seeing how different it felt. It felt as if there were two of me having sexual pleasures with my clit taking tuen at it to see who is better. I had a special rhythm I liked to keep using my finger to circle around and around. When I needed a break I would switch to the left hand. I would go back and forth between hands always ending with my right hand delivering the long awaited and well deserved orgasm. It was so much fun to masturbate. I always wondered what other people looked like doing it. Before I had met my O’l special friend a couple years ago I never had masturbated in front of someone else before. It was through building trust and comfort with him that I found this type of sexual interaction. It is something I crave often. I remember watching my ol friend stroke his gorgeous cock in front of me for the first time. I loved how it would start from a soft penis to a hard throbbing cock that I wanted to lick. Watching the color of it change as he grew more excited made me get wet and horny. Sharing that type of experience was a unique and erotic encounter I will never forget, much like my early solo days of self pleasuring. Tonight I am going to use my old technique to cum as I am now extremely aroused by writing this story. I can feel myself throbbing and warmth coming from between my legs. The depths of my vagina beckon me to spread the wetness to my clit so I can glide my fingers around and around on the right side. It is going to be a great orgasm. I love making myself orgasm as much now as I did when I began my career of self pleasure.  Good night…