In which our hero examines his attraction to the penis
I don't know when I started to branch out and watch she male and male sex porn. At some point I gave myself permission to view and masturbate to it. I started to ask myself why. I think it has to do with lesbian porn. Seeing the women enjoy each other without fear or guilt. If they could do it, could men? Could I? I told.myself this did not make me gay or bi. When I watch this type.of porn I am wholly transfixed by the erect cock. I imagine myself eagerly kissing it all over, feeling the head in my mouth, sucking it, hearing my partner moan. I get so hard knowing it is me giving this pleasure. Even though I have never done it I know how to do it. I lean back in my recliner and lift my legs. I am ready to have it enter me. I want to get nicely fucked. I need to feel filled. My ass and prostate yearn for this. I love the hypnosis videos. They make my brain float on a pink cloud of bliss.They have.me say taboo things out loud, like I am a fag, I love cock. It gets me higher. I allowed.myself to feel these things and I do not care what if may mean because it feels just so good. My favorite ones are a split screen of women with beautiful breasts and the other of gorgeous cocks. Why not enjoy both? I could suck a man but not get sucked.by one. I would love to kiss and make love to a beautiful shemale. When I masturbate I can do or be anyone. In real life I know none of this would ever happen. I'm fine with that. But.in my sexual fantasy world.I can be a Barbie slut and suck all the cocks I want. Its ok to feel these things. Give yourself permission to explore. The penis is so amazing isn't it? Mmmmm I am having such a good j/o session right now. Toodle-ooo!
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