I Tried to Hold Off But....

If you have read anything about me you know that I have a desperate NEED to cum.  A LOT.  And although I love my BF and he gets me off at times - nothing works better than ME at getting me off.  So one Sunday morning I had some alone time and sat in front of my laptop, nude, with porn on - a thick dildo in my cunt and a suction cup attached to my clit that was already pulling it and swelling it the way I love.   I was really enjoying myself.    REALLY.

I was watching some porn on a popular site and wishing I was the amateur girl whose husband was encouraging her while she took two dicks inside her pussy.  Hearing her moan, the two guys moan and him call her a good whore had me RIGHT there.  I played that video over and over... each time bringing myself that much closer.  

I pulled off the suction cup with a POP... and my clit was three times its size. GOD i love how sensitive it gets when I do that.  And I pushed and pulled that 2" diameter black dildo in and out of me, edging closer to a spectacular finish when I hear....

"Babe... are you ready to go?"  From downstairs.  The BF.  SHIT!!!!!!!   I slammed shut the laptop, pulled out the dildo and shoved it covered in my juices inside the nightstand and tossed the other items in with it. I muttered under my breath and yanked on my pants.  So close to being caught,  it took a few moments to register just how close I was to cumming and how pissed I was I didn't.  

Now, the BF knows I get myself off.  He just does not know how often or what a big endeavor it is.  He has no idea that when he is gone with friends for the night or his kids that i spend two or three hours fucking myself.  When he gets home he reaps the benefits of a wet pussy and anxious to fuck woman though.  Still - clueless about my love of dirty ass porn (only amateur) as well.  I finally got him to jack off for me - took some major encouragement. He was uncomfortable at first but he knows I find it smoking hot...  ANYWAY back to my dilemna..

I am wearing jeans and a cute top to this event and my swollen clit is hitting the seam of my jeans as I walk -- making me unable to stop needing to cum.   I know anyone who is reading this understands my problem.   I was dying.

Tons of people at this party and I am drinking, being social and hit a bowl a few times when BF was busy.  (He is not 420 friendly)  I am not sure why I hit it because weed multiplies my need to get off about ten times... I think I love the torture or something.

I come over to him and he is leaning on the side of the deck and it is dark out.  I put his hand on my crotch -- and press..  I moan slightly and he says -- is my girl in need?   DUH - I always am.   He tells me maybe tonight.  First of all -  MAYBE???? and second of all -- how about right here?    But no -- he is relatively prudish so I make my way back inside and to the upstairs..   This couple is awesome and I love the family.  She has great taste and I appreciate the work in their house to make it so inviting.  

I walk past their college age son's room and notice a light under his door.   I pause and listen over the music and noise downstairs and here a familiar FAP-FAP sound along with a girl moaning...  This little shit was jacking off in the middle of Mom's big party and watching porn!   OMG I love him.   But this only served as more of an agitator to my cunt....

On to the bathroom.  I urinated and the urine hitting my swollen clit even felt good.  I wiped and then started rubbing my clit.  It felt good but I knew I needed to get off fast and the only way I could was to hump.   I love humping the couch arm, mattress corner etc....  and the bathtub side was too inviting.  I took a hand towel,  folded it several times and straddled the bath tub edge with the towel directly under my pussy.  I leaned forward and felt the pressure on my clit and mound.  SOOOO good.  I thought of that girl in that video -  her husand calling her a whore as if that was the best thing in the world -  the look of those two cocks pressed against each other....  shit I was rocking my lower half, one knee inside the tub and the other almost on the ground outside... it was close,.... I needed more... and then I thought of the family's son jacking off again... watching him... watching his porn when he did not know I could see... see his face as he focused on feeling the cum surge thru his balls -- and that did it.   I CAME SO FUCKING HARD.    I was silent - I have no idea how - but I felt that orgasm thru my whole body.  It was the kind that made me want to fuck and fuck NOW.    I love those.

I did not get to fuck that day -- at least not with a real cock.  I went home after the party and boyfriend passed out next to me, drunk as a skunk.  I shoved that dildo in me and fucked myself..  I knew if he woke up I would not stop even if he told me to..   That turned me on even more.   I came repeatedly til I was exhausted and crashed.