I think it helped.

I had to go to a freinds wedding yesterday. I wasn't, I must admit, looking forward to it, but then I promised I would go. I sat at the reception, not really getting into the party, just staring really. Looking at my friend made me think what the night would bring for her. She is a very sexual person, but has been saving herself for her husband. (Quite sweet really in this day and age) Looking at her, I knew that she would not get much sleep and that he had married a really hot slut! She just hadnt had the full-on thing yet. She chose her kid sisters as her bridesmaids and they were doing what most 18 yearolds do,namely trying to look much older than they were. Lots of well applied makeup and I'm sure they had insisted that their dresses showed off their tits as much as possible. Sitting there, drinking my wine I started to feel a familiar ache in my pussy. I half considered ignoring it, but then I have to work my way through my sadness, and masterbating in a public place was definately something I enjoyed so I thought what the hell. The music was too loud for me anyway, so I got up and headed for the ladies toilet. I washed my face and entered one of the stalls. I sat there for a few minutes trying to decide whether to have a go or just have a piss. I heard the outer door open and a rustle of a dress. (Bridesmaid dresses can make the most awful noise!) The door next to my stall opened and shut with a bang and under the partition I could see that it was, indeed, one of her sisters, but I didnt know which one. I could hear her fumbling with her dress and several times it shot up out of sight. Then I saw her legs splay a little as she sat on the toilet. I could also see her dark blue thong around her ankles. Of course, she was wet! Oh boy was she!!!! The entire crotch of her thong was covered in moisture from her pussy. I heard he pee which made my mind up for me that I would try to get myself off. I had barely started rubbing when I heard her start to breathe deeply, and then whisper the odd vulgarity. The little vixen was getting herself off too. Always one to encourage the young (giggle) I decided to slip my own knickers off, (leaving them on the floor where I knew she could see them, and I started to make my own noises of pleasure. For a while she stopped and I half thought she would leave, but instead, she joined in. We were both moaning and swearing (quietly of course) to each other. It was then that I had the idea. I knocked on the wooden partician, and asked her if she would like to join me. Delighted, (i think!) she said she would. I opened my door to let her in and I found it was my friends sister Helen. Helen has just turned 18, and is quite a looker. I do believe I went red when I said, "So, thinking about your sister tonight got you horny too hun?" Helen said that she has been wet all day and couldnt hold out any more. I embraced her and kissed her, letting my hand slip down to her crotch as I did so. She literally seemed to melt into me and I loved the feeling of my middle finger entering her. Like her older sister, she had been a good girl as i could feel her hymen was still intact, if a little stretched! I found her g spot and gave it an exploratory press. Helen slumped against me and started kissing my ear. (Something that can make me wet myself!) It took less than five or six movements to make her cum, and oh, was a sweet little orgasm it was. She trembled and gasped as her very tight little hole clutched at my finger. When she had subsided, I felt that I wanted to cum too. I leant against the wall opposite her and let my hand drift between my legs. I didnt ask her to do anything for me. I dont know why, I just felt it was best this way. I asked Helen if she would like to watch me and she nodded without taking her eyes from my crotch. I gave her the best view I could as I wanted to cum standing up. Helen asked me to tell her what I was thinking as I did myself. I told her how hearing her start to masturbate had really turned me on, and that I loved helping her cum. I got to the part about seeing her wetness in her knickers. By this time, I could feel myself buidling and my eyes were tight shut. (Strange, I usually cum with my eyes closed. I hadnt realised that till yesterday) I felt something against my face and opened my eyes to find that Helen had taken her thong off and was holding her wetness against my lips. I kissed her knickers and ran my tongue along the crotch. Breathing her heady, virgin scent into my body made me cum, and, as usual when I cum standing, I spurted. As we rearranged our clothing, Helen asked me if I had done anything with other girls before. I told her that I had, and about Sarah. Helen started to ask something, but stopped herself. I think that maybe, just maybe, Helen would like to do this again. I gave her my email, and told her to write me something. I havent checked yet today, but I will later. I hope I'm doing the right thing. I am still so raw from Allen, but my body seems to be doing the driving at the moment. I miss him terribly, and I have cum twice now since. Each time has been lovely, but each time makes me feel guilty too. I'm not sure why, but maybe it will pass in time. One things for sure, my body has needs that cant be quelled, and I seem to be putting out more than my usual "come get me" because I have had more passes made at me in the last three days, than in the last six months. Maybe its all part of survival. I'm seeing Sarah tonight. I dont know if anything will happen, I dont even know if I WANT anything to happen, but well just have to see I guess.