I Still Masturbate To My First Online Crush...

It was here, on ST that I met my first online crush. I had chatted with others through PM and in chat but it was never a prolonged encounter and never took it outside of ST. 

It was so smooth and seamless, we clicked right away. It almost seemed fake, like she wasn't real and I was being set up almost. 

We were both pretty new to the online chat thing and were both nervous and reserved at first. 

She was the brave one and started to open up with her sexual desires and quickly coaxed me into sharing more and more as well.

It was only a few days before she sent me a pic. Not a nude, and no face shown of course, but in a shirt which outlined her breasts and revealed her neck. 

I responded with a similar pic, no face, not very revealing. 

At this point we were messaging through ST talking about our desires, fantasies, and openly telling each other we were masturbating while chatting. That was new to me, and I think it was for her too. 

We traded our favorite videos from porn sites we liked to masturbate to, the ones that turned us on and got us off the most.

Eventually she sent me a topless pic, then a pic of her ass. She has a small frame, beautiful skin, and believe me when I tell you, her breasts are amazing, her buns are beautiful, she has the whole package!. 

I had no choice but to send her a pic back. I asked her what she wanted and sent her a pick of my hard cock in my hand, an one of my ass. 

Trading pics on ST is tough with the file size limit so it wasn't long before we agreed to chat through email instead -this is when it took off for us!

The pics became more often and then we started sharing videos with each other. The whole time masturbating with each other, at the same time. What ever one asked for the other would do it. I sent her videos of me cumming while looking at her pics and she did the same. I have never experienced anything like it before and the orgasms she gave me just through pics, vids, and chatting were insane!

Our conversations through email would go on for hours at a time. sharing our deepest desires, masturbating, edging, and cumming over and over together. Sometimes we would watch the same video links and masturbate as if we were there together.

The problem was distance. I knew that it wasn't something that was possible in RL because of the distance. That hurt her, I know..

We still keep in touch once in a great while. She is trying to start a new RL relationship, and I respect that for her. But I still think about her and all the things we did for each other. Not just sexually, but in life discussions as well. She helped me and opened my mind up and I know I did the same for her as well. 

I still masturbate to her reading our old messages, and looking at the 2 pics I have left. I hope she still cums to me once in awhile too...

I'll never forget her, and think she will never forget me too... 

XoxoxoX CJ