I Masturbate

My skin care routine is pretty basic.  I wash my face before bed and in the morning.  I don’t use a lot of corporate products because I feel like a lot of them cause more problems than they solve.  But one thing I have learned really makes my skin soft is olive oil, or coconut oil.  Not some branded version, I just use the same oil that I cook with, in a little jar so it’s more sanitary.

After a hot bath, I’ll retreat to my room and just apply the olive oil to my skin, it feels nice, it smells good, and it’s actually a lot cheaper than buying tons of products like I used to do.  And personally I think it actually works a lot better.

But sometimes, when I’m in a particular mood, I’ll move my sheepskin rug in front of the large mirror in my bedroom, put on some soft music, light a few candles, and indulge in a little bit of self care.

I’ll use a little bit more oil than I usually do, to get myself nice and oily. I love the way my skin looks in the candlelight. I’ll sit or stand on my rug and really make sure I work the oil into my skin. I’ll put down a few pillows to lay back on, and I sit in front of the mirror.

I start with my nipples, just teasing them with my palm, or taking an oily finger and teasing my underboob and around my nipples until they get hard, which doesn’t take a lot actually lol.

I just let my fingers wander across my skin. I lie back on the pillows and spread my legs wide open.  Sometimes, I’ll try to hold them in the air if I’m feeling particularly frisky, or just rest them on the rug with my legs spread.

I dip my forefinger into the oil, and I gently kiss my clit with it. Not aggressively, just a gentle tap, enough to begin to coat my sex with the oil.  I’ll slide my fingers along my slit, making sure my pussy lips get the same skin care as the rest of my body.

I don’t usually finger myself, but sometimes I’ll take the tip of one finger and just gently dip it between my pussy lips once they are oiled up. With my other hand, I take one finger and apply the oil to my clit, and then, as gentle as could be, I start to trace slow deliberate circles around my clit with my oily finger.

If I’m tired or in a hurry, I might just be a little more aggressive and go ahead and make myself cum.  But when I’m feeling particularly relaxed, content, at ease, and horny, I’ll take my time with it.  Just little circles around my clit with the tip of my oily finger.  It’s such a tease and it makes me gasp just writing this down thinking about it.

It’s just a constant slow and steady build up, and I love how tense I get once I start to get excited.  It’s everything I can do to fight the urge to just cum, but if I can, I hold back.

As I get closer, my breath starts to get choppy and it feels like every muscle in my body is tensing up in anticipation.  But my finger just keeps its slow steady drive around my throbbing clit. I love the way my pussy looks in the mirror when I’m turned on, like it is slightly engorged, similar to how a hard cock looks, but the difference obviously isn’t quite as obvious as a soft versus hard dick.  My pussy lips just look and feel slightly heavier?  I don’t know how to describe it.  My clit peeks out and gets more sensitive.

If I am particularly wet, I’ll take some pussy juice and use that to continue the slow torture of my clit.  The words aren’t really doing this any justice. It feels like a long, slow orgasm, as opposed to a climax where you jump over the cliff and you’re done.

If I go slow enough, there’s a point where I can’t tell if I’m already coming, or if I’m about to cum.  It’s just one long continuous orgasm.

One night once I finished I realized I had been doing it for two and half hours.  It was past midnight. It was just a slow torturous two hour orgasm.  Usually it’s only a few minutes maybe 15 or so because I’m always so busy.  But when I have time this is how I masturbate.