I Have This Notion...

Some of the most erotic images and videos I see on the Internet are those where a man is naked and has an erection in a public setting, or among a group of people, or when it might be considered inappropriate. For instance, during a massage. Or, on a nude beach. Or in an erotic street fair, such as the annual Folsom Street Fair in San Francisco. There, a dozen or so very brave individuals will be completely naked among a crowd of hundreds. Some have had erections, and some have even jerked off during the fair. Now, I have attended a few events where it was OK to be erect in a crowd, such as the Masturbate-A-Thon, and male tantric massage get-togethers. I was frequently in a foursome when I was around 12-14, with my sister and two neighbor children, but that was more like playing doctor, really. I've been in three threesomes, all involving just masturbatory things, as is my preference. The first was with another guy and a girl. We were all quite young. The next was fairly recent, a husband and wife invited me to play with them. The most recent, only a couple of months ago, was with two other guys. All were fun, but not quite aligned with my fantasy. It's more like this: I recently had an exam with a naturopathic physician. I mentioned that I had hemorrhoids several years ago, but that they entirely cleared up. He asked how I did it, and I said it was just about diet, and anal massage. He didn't seem to believe me, and asked whether he could do a digital rectal exam. I agreed. He had me lay sideways on the table while he put his finger in my ass. I would have preferred on my hands and knees, but I wasn't complaining. While he was at it, he also felt my balls, felt all the way up my penis on both sides, evidently looking for problems of some sort. Finally, he spread open my peehole with his thumbs and took a close look. I had hoped I might get an erection during the exam, but it didn't happen. But that's not really the fantasy, either. What I'd like is to be in an environment where it is OK to be naked. Maybe a hot tub party. Ideally, there'd be at least 20 people there. Somehow, I'd spring an erection out of my control, maybe because I was looking at a pretty woman with perky breasts, or a smooth, small butt. Anyway, there I'd be, the only one there with an erection, and everyone would see it. In my fantasy, I'd be concerned at first, maybe even horrified, but everyone would tell me not to worry. They might even encourage me in some way. Like, when I was at the tantric massage thing, one fellow had an erection right from the start. The instructor, complimented him on his 'nice looking penis,' and then went on to tell everyone in the group that erections are just fine at any time during the tantric massage session. So, there I'd be with my hardon among everyone. And pretty soon, other men might start feeling free to have erections. One of the men, bolder than I, would then idly stroke his erection just a bit. That would encourage some of the others, including me, to start stroking also. And some of the women would feel free at that point to put their hands between their legs and do their equivalent thing. The evening would then take its course - whatever that might be. Another version is in the YMCA after a volleyball game. There's six men in the shower. For some reason, I get a woodie. Rather than running to my towel to cover up, I'd just let it spring to life in front of all the men there. No apologies. Then, a similar course of action would take place: We'd all start erecting, and then stroking, and then one after another, the men would shoot their cum into the drain. Yet another version is over at a friend's house, where a group of guys, and maybe some of their wives too, are watching a football game. We've been out playing a bit of tag football in the yard, so we are hot, and wearing outdoor clothing - shorts, T-shirts, and sandals or barefoot. A commercial comes on, showing a scantily clad woman demonstrating some product or another. That's enough to set me off. These are all good friends, but still, I'm being awfully forward and bold. I pull down my shorts, and start stroking. The other guys, and their wives, especially are initially shocked. But in time everyone joins in and has a good time. What are your thoughts about all this? Please add something in the comments section below. BTW, that's me in the picture above.