How It Started

How it started

This short story reveals how it all started for me and what I mean by it is my love of masturbation. I won't reveal my age but I was very young. I feel asleep one night with a few cuddle teddy bears which I always fell asleep with and I awoke in the early hours of the morning and found I was laying on top of one of my teddies, now I normally wore a nightie to bed and this night was no expectation but it had risen up and was only covering the top half on my body and as I awoke and still drowsy I pulled the bear out from behind my back and went to move it between my legs but it passed across me and as it did I felt this sudden urge to hump it. It was a feeling I’d never had before and it felt so good to me, I moved the bear across all of me. Its soft fur just felt so nice on my stomach, my legs and even my knees! I then gently back across myself once again just to see if I would have the same feeling and I did. The surge that went through me took my breath away and the more I ran its soft fur across me, I started to pant. I didn’t know what I was doing but I knew I didn’t want it to stop. The sensation was pure joy and then suddenly my stomach went tight and pushed the bear hard into me and I felt like I was about to pass out and then the feeling was gone. I didn’t know it at the time but I just had my first orgasum but I laid there confused, I noticed that my nipples hurt as they were rock hard. So I pulled the nightie off because it was rubbing them and was making them feel sore. I laid there for a good ten minutes, thinking what the hell had just happened.

My stomach ached a little bit still and I still had the bear clasped in my hand, so I went back to rubbing the bear across my stomach which made me feel better instantly. It was a soothing feeling I would say, so gently moved the bear across my breasts to see if it would help the soreness and well that feeling was next level. As I guided the bear over them I just started to pant again and that first urge I had came back, I must have laid there for hours just rubbing the bear across my breasts. I adored the feeling it gave but I couldn’t work out why I had the feeling to hump something again, it confused me so much but those couple of hours flew by and I still had that urge! So I placed the bear between my legs and closed them tight and started to rub my legs together so the friction I was creating hit the stop and within a few minutes, I felt my face going red, I wasn’t panting this time it was moaning and then I could feel my stomach pulling tight once again at least I know what was about to happen. I was wrong, the feeling this time was way more intense, the sensation I felt was across my entire body and by now I was pretty much shouting. I remember feeling a little guilty as I still wasn’t sure if I should be doing this, I picked the nightie off the floor and got dressed and got back into bed and pretty much fell straight asleep.

It took me a few days to get over what I had done, it was an amazing feeling but something stopped me from trying it again for those few days, but when I did try it again and exactly the same way I was hooked and wanted that feeling every time I went to bed and I pretty much did. 

And so was born my love of masturbation, over the next stories I will tell how it progressed and all the naughty things I did.

Murron xx