How I Learned to Jack Off and My First Orgasm

Growing up I was the oldest child. I had 2 brothers and a sister all younger than me. We lived with my mom and dad out in the country in a small town. My dad worked a lot between his real job and also being a farmer so he wasn't around much and as a result our mom pretty much raised us.When I was about 13 I noticed how I was changing in a lot of places; my voice changing, getting hair in places there had never been any and my penis going from a boy's penis to man's. Around this time was also when I started to get all the hormones too. Anytime I was either home alone or just alone inside the house I was playing with myself and also snooping thru my parents' stuff. I would get in so much trouble for getting into my mom's tampons and pads and using them. I didn't know what they were for at the time until one time when I read the instructions and realized what they were for and then mom explained a little bit more to me after I got caught with some. It wasn't until I found some of my dad's condoms and got caught with them that she explained what they were for. I eventually found out about jerking off and orgasm thanks to some friends at school during P.E. I was about 14 at that time. We were sitting around in P.E. class and I overheard them talking about it and went up and hung out with them and listened to more of their conversation. After school I would get home and go to the back bathroom since it was one of the only bathrooms we had at that time that had a lock on it. I went in there and did like they said and started to rub my penis up and down and it would get nice and hard. I would think of a cute girl at school or some of my friends and picture them jerking off. I would use any lotion I could find as lube and it felt so good. It took me a few tries before I had my first orgasm. I would even try to do it in bed at night but I had to be quiet and secret about it since I shared a room with my younger brothers. Finally after trying it a few times after hearing so many stories from my friends I experienced my first orgasm. I don't remember much about it now I just remember I was hooked on that feeling and would do it constantly anytime I could from then on. I did it so much that I rubbed my dick raw from not using lube.  Eventually I found other ways to orgasm besides my hand thanks to my mom's back massager. I had so many orgasms with that. I would eventually take to wearing diapers and found out how good an orgasm felt with one on and using my mom's massager which took my orgasms and feelings to a new level. Looking back I kinda wish I knew about jerking off sooner because I would have loved to feel how good a dry orgasm feels and it would have saved me the embarrassment of getting a boner in front of my sister and cousins when we changed to go swimming one time.