Hey... lol so I feel slightly awkward sharing all these dirty details about my private life on here butttttttttt fuck it :P
You guys keep encouraging me and giving me positive feedback, which is the last thing I needed lmfao... seriously, I appreciate all your responses (public & private) and am now getting wet at the anticipation of reading more horny naughty comments and dm's after I post this.. fuck. sorry I'm the worst XD
Okkkkk where wasI? Yeah, so I'm a 36F bi pervy single mom w/one son who still lives with me. it's difficult to summarize my relationship with sexuality/masturbation/pornography because it's basically the most core part of my identity.. it's hard to explain lol. but aside from being a mom, obviously, I live for this feeling in my pussy... I live to pleasure myself in private after my son goes to bed at night. I live to indulge in hardcore porn for hours while I get my pussy off and post about my rituals... basically, I live to make myself feel "the Feeling" as I call it :P and I've devoted most of my alone time to refining my masturbation techniques since I started when I was much younger XD
mmmm there's the context. the technique I want to describe tonight is probably my favorite ever, to be real.. this basic formula is what I've honed so carefully over the years in my solo rituals. there's a ton of intricate details that I'll simplify for now.
backdrop: I'm alone in private with a comfortable expectation of at least 1-2 hours of uninterrupted alone time. it's late at night after my son's gone to bed. I lock myself in my home office. I make the decision to indulge in some 'me time' tonight... 'me time' means relentless masturbation XD
key ingredients:
- my adderall and weed/wax pen (top 2 fav aphrodesiacs, together == WOW!)
- multiple special lubes
- multiple sex toys and vibrators
- an audio binaural beats trance track for hypnotic induction
- 3 HD external monitors arranged in a 180 degree angle at my desk... aka I surround myself with porn on all sides.
- my small library of hardcore porn and custom edits/mashups
- my huge collection of nudes and sexy pics
- my profiles/blogs/communities where I post about my experiences...
- 2 pairs of tinted computer glasses
- my drinks and snacks on deck :P
- assorted objects for humping: my son's football, my magic stool, the yoga ball, the arm of my recliner, the corner of the desk, etc...
RECIPE :)
- Dose myself with a starter dose of addy & puff on my wax pen
- Pop my earbuds in and start my hypnotic trance track.. to begin inducing myself into tantric hypnosis;
- Set an intention or a goal for my session.. focus on my vision (length of time, focus, activities etc.)
- Make the decision to masturbate, and fully immerse myself into my solo pleasure ritual
- Warm up with some extra special humping videos I have to help get myself in the mood :P
- Dose myself again with more adderall, puff on my wax cart more
- Squirt lube onto my pussy and start playing with myself using a vibrator.. really focusing on my clitoris getting more and more sensitive as my arousal builds
- Step up my porn to POV Blowjob's or another genre I love to binge on for hours... to focus on as I go deeper into my trance
- I set a timer for 18 minutes or so, and pleasure myself in sync with the porn I'm watching, puffing on my wax pen as I go... really focusing my mind's eye on the porn on my 3 HD monitors.. transferring the pleasurable sensations to my clitoris as I hump the vibrator rhythmically..
- if I do this part right, I'll basically start to leave my body and immerse myself in the porn scene I'm watching... my mind projects itself onto the video and I can feel every single pulse of pleasure that the actors/actresses are feeling.. all in my clitoris.
- this will sound weird, but if the scene has a dick in it, I feel the same sensations the dick is experiencing in my clitoris.. literally. it sometimes takes me a few extra puffs on my wax pen or a fat bong rip to get there. but this is one of my favorite experiences in the world.. mind-melding with the penis on my 3 HD screens while it's getting sucked and stroked off on camera ::)))
- by now, I'm deep in my trance, and can swim around edging my pussy for anywhere from 1-4 hours in this zone...
(to be continued...)
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