Have I Been Denying Myself? I've Seen the Light!

Ever since I purchased one many years ago, I have mastered it's use to introduce many women to the joys of squirting. Women who thought they didn't have the "bits" to achieve that type of orgasm, quickly learned that they indeed can. I don't think I have seen or used anything so effective at achieving that gift so quickly. For years I have touted the nJoy Pure Wand as being the very best at getting a woman to discover her g spot, and it does it quickly. It is an intimidating object, it's much heavier than your standard toy, it's made of medical grade stainless steel, and it's shape with large end, can intimidate. Ease it in, and the benefits will quickly be apparent. For the first time user, it's always best to get her very aroused, before insertion.....But I am not here to talk about this toy for women, but as a toy for men. I have been told it's wonderful for prostate play, but really wasn't interested in that. I don't know if it was some deeply hidden "homophobic" fear I had, but for whatever reason, I didn't want anything up there. Oh, I have had women try to "change" me, and yes, while in heightened states of arousal, I have allowed it, to a certain degree. But that was rare, ever since this older woman, decided to try to "take" it, and I HATED the feeling. Many years later, with much more skilled, and connected partners, I have gotten a little more receptive to the practice. I have this FWB recently, who has been outstanding, bringing other women into the game. It's been really fun. This woman, never knew she had the capabilities to have g spot orgasms, let alone the ability to squirt, now she cannot have enough. The other night she did something, that I have to share. I am going to try to describe what was "felt" hopefully, a few who read this, go out and buy one, and report back with satisfying results. A bit of warning, the item I purchased years ago, was from a well known Bay Area store www.goodvibes.com, women own and run, quality products. I know that a lot of "grey market products are sold on Amazon and EBay for far less, just be warned...... This evening, I was restrained, by my wrists and ankles....I bought a really well made iron canopy bed just for this reason, this was the first time I let someone restrain me. I was uncomfortable, for awhile, but her teasingly delicious strokes got me to forget. As a typically dominant male, it was strange to feel restrained. The trust I have with her, must be strong, for me to allow it to happen. Allowing myself to trust her, is what ultimately allows me to "let go" fully, so that I can enjoy everything that happens. She is pretty good at handjobs, not as good as the person in my last story, but she is very capable. Her oral skills are tremendous as well. That night, she stepped up her game, and really edged me intensely. Being restrained, limits your ability to get what you want, it really renders you powerless, which is an incredible feeling. The denial, leads to anticipation, and a sense of arousal, that has no limit. I was restrained tight from four points, my cock and balls were saddled in a stainless cock ring. The skin of my cock, was so tight, I thought it would split. If you have worn a cock ring, you know what I mean. Your cock is so hard, that super light pressure up the shaft and over the head is all it takes to keep it rock hard. I was at a state, that was so close to exploding, and on the pleasure side of the line, where it bordered achingly painful. I resisted the "warning label" to use the ring for 30 minutes, electing to only stop if I started to turn purple...lol. I lay there, restrained, cock rock hard, and every slow upstroke of her hands, led me to believe that she was finally going to allow me to cum. She kept denying me! I began to writhe against my restraints, I begged her to at least squeeze harder and milk the precum backload that I had. She actually complied, and as she did, a heavy stream of clearish precum, gurgled out of my cock. It was so glorious, to get to feel some relief, but as I relaxed and savored that little gift, she prepared me to experience something different. She told me that while I was restrained, that she would take the opportunity to try something. She says that the nJoy wand is great for prostate play, and that she is going to help me experience it. I swear, my cock was so hard, so excited, that 30 mph breeze could have taken me over the top. What I soon felt was so different, yet so familiar. She had my cock at the base, squeezing hard, I soon felt something warm at my ass, something hard. Before I had a chance to ask, I felt the heat of the warmed up toy, push into my ass. WTF? The shock wasn't painful, it was interesting...I know, not the best word for this type of story. Let me explain...as soon as it entered me, I knew what it was. I have used it on women so many times, I "thought" I knew what it felt like to them. Was I wrong! I used to heat and chill that toy, to get different effects, I didn't realize how much warmer it felt inside, then it would in my hand.....hmmmm, mental note, the next time I use it,.... My cock was so hard, it almost hurt, and when the wand entered me, I surprisingly relaxed, and it slid in, and hit the mark. I couldn't believe the feeling, a deeply felt throbbing, was immediate. Even though my cock softened slightly, it was actually a relief. Now I had my hard cock, and this other sensation deep inside. This pleasure soon brought a sensation of cumming, sort of...I felt like I was about to explode, but not as intense as a typical one. Instead this lasted much longer, and what came from it wasn't and cock contractions, but an endless flow of precum. I love precum, it is such a great lubricant, it feels great when spread all over my cock, and women like the taste. It was constantly oozing out of me, and I could feel it puddle, and drip/dribble down the shaft, to the base, and finally down my balls. As it happened, she couldn't resist, and licked it clean, or at least tried to. This sensation, a constant feeling of orgasm brought internal spasm, without an explosive end. Because of this, I would have her back off, and ramp up, so that I could experience more of the same. I am not sure how much precum I produced, but it was constant, I would squeeze down on my PC muscles to force more out....I had so much of it, even with her greedily licking it up. I enjoy it myself, so she would crawl up to me, and shove a tongue into my mouth. I couldn't explain, exactly what I felt, I knew what felt good, and what could possibly take me over the top. However, after what seemed like over two hours, fatigue made her unable to finish me. She undid my restraints, grabbed a vibrator, and took a seat on the padded bench at the foot of the bed. As we stared at each other,I stroked my cock, teased my balls, and then grabbed the base of the toy. I began to experiment with different depths, and speeds, as well as angles, all while I stroke with my other hand. She loves this, and was furiously finger fucking and vibrating her clit. Her eyes said it all as she stared at my cock. I was feeling closer, but I wanted even more, so I did something that seemed natural, I held the toy hard against the bed, and began to buck my hips and ride it....yes this was what I needed, immediately, I felt that familiar feeling build. I watched as my FWB came hard, and I begged her to hold the toy, steady, so I could ride it, as I stroked. Yes, I felt the pressure build like never before, my cock was hard like I was a kid again....I felt the initial spasm, as it tried to exit, but that ring held it back. I helped her hold on to that toy, as my hips continued to buck. My cocky waved straight up to the sky, it slapped against my stomach, leaving trails of precum. I released my grip of my cock, and rode that toy so hard. I finally felt the uncontrollable spasms, push past that ring, as huge long ropes of cum shot in the air. One after another, so much I was shocked. With each shot, I was overcome by the sent cum makes. I shot big heavy ropes....each was like a fresh orgasm, I shot 10 heavy ropes, and dribbled down my cock, enough to make a puddle....HOLY Shit!