First Times I Remember

This is my first submission.  This is 100% true. I had recently moved into the neighborhood with my family, including too brothers and two sisters.  My one sister had a boyfriend. They were both in high school.  He was a pretty cool guy and treated my little brother and me pretty cool. Anyway, one day he came over to the house and brought old magazines with pictures of naked women in them.  I remember they were called Night and Day.  So I stashed them in my room in the closet, which by the way, had a poster of Raquel Welch wrapped in a US flag on the door. Soon after, maybe the same day, I got the magazines out and looked at them in my bed at night with a flashlight.  My brother slept below me on the lower bunk bed. Wow!  When I looked at the pictures I had what I think were my first "sexual thoughts".  I really didn't know anything at all about sex or masturbation. Zero.  I remember having an erection and touching it and that it felt really good.  As I recall, I looked at those pictures and masturbated most every day. I remember just touching my penis gently and that I liked to focus on the head.  At some point I started to pull the covers up over my waist and reach down with my right hand and rub my penis on the covers.  I liked the whole feel of it, head rubbing on the fabric and the feeling at the base of my penis as I moved it around.

Truely, this was extacy.  At sometimes it was on the smooth sheet and at others it was on the blanket.  I could do it forever. At some point I started to place my left hand on top of the covers to put more pressure on my oh so sensitive little penis. I can still remember that discovery and I masturbated this way for likely months.  I would stay up really late at night rubbing my penis with my hand outside the covers.  Then one time while I was doing it, I happened to graze the underside of my penis on the covers.  It felt so good I mixed this in.  But I had missed what I have come to know as "my spot" until one day it happened.  I touched the part of my circumcism that is on the underside of my penis just off to the left looking down.  Wow! Keep in mind that through all of this I had never had an orgasm.  I didn't know they existed!  So I was able to just keep touching my sensitive penis and really sometimes working into a frenzy.  My penis head would be crazy swollen when I was fully erect and I would just keep on rubbing it on the fabric or stroking the underside of my penis focusing on that little quarter inch square of loose skin. I also didn't know about going up and down on my penis and hadn't thought of that yet.  I kept alternating between rubbing on the covers, varying the placement of my hand on top and exposing my penis and softly touching that spot.  My penis would twitch and it felt great, but nothing came out.  I could continue to masturbate as long as I wanted to.  I now know it was like a really long continuous orgasm.  No wonder I liked it!  My recollection is this went on for at least six months. I remember reading in the magazines about cumming, but I really didn't get it.  I knew the word and it was used frequently, that's it.  And then one day it happened.  I ejaculated.  It was only a little bit.  But liquid came out. I can vaguely remember rubbing my semen on the head of my penis and my spot.  It was good, but I lost my super horny state, which I didn't appreciate.  I liked that moment in time just before my penis twitched and released that liquid.  I realized pretty quickly that I like the euphoric crazy horny state right before I orgasm.  A state that I was able to be in for a really long time before that first cum. I have never told anybody any of this and it turns me on to type it out. My penis is erect and I haven't touched it.  I love it when that happens. As you might guess, I really like to edge now.  I have found that I frequently can last a long time if I stay away from that spot, but eventually I have to touch it and I ejaculate almost immeadiately.   Please post feedback and I will be thinking of some more stories to share.