FIRST DILDO AND FIRST COCK IN MY ASS

This was the first time I had ever been with a man in his apartment where we would be both naked. This was the first time I had ever touched another person's cock. After he played around with my cock and sucked me, he persuaded me to put his cock in my mouth and I found myself in a "69" position, both of us sucking each other. When he was ready to cum, he let me take it out of my mouth and finish him with my hand. He told me how much he liked fucking young guys like myself, especially in their mouths, but he said he also liked fucking them in their ass also. Before I could say no, he was playing with my ass. He got a vibrator and put some type of lube on it; he then had me get down on all fours. He gently pushed it against my ass; it took a little time to get it inside me, but after he got it in, he moved it around, even pulled it part of the way out. Just as I was getting used to it, he put the vibrator on ... my insides were jumping, not realizing it, I was rocking back and forth on the vibrator. He then had me lay on my back and he lifted my legs over my head, still pushing the vibrator in and out. I lay there with my eyes closed, moaning from the sensation of what it was doing to me. My cock was hard as I rubbed myself while the vibrator was in me. I felt him pull the vibrator out then back in, he did this for a while. He pulled it out again, but this time I felt something different pressing against me; at first I thought he was putting his finger back in me, but it wasn't his finger ... he was pushing his cock against my opening. It didn't go in as easy as the vibrator, I felt the head of his cock go in me and I thought I was being ripped open, I asked him to stop. He didn't move, stayed motionless, then as I relaxed, he pushed more inside, each time pulling back out a little. I can't recall how long it took for him, but he was now all the way in me, fucking me and telling me how good my pussy felt. As he fucked me, he played with my cock, jerking it until I ready to explode, that's when he stopped. I remember him saying, I want you to cum at the same time as me. He was now slamming his cock deep into me, it still hurt, but not as bad as in the beginning. I couldn't believe that I could feel his cock getting hard in my ass, but I did, then he grabbed my cock and as he slammed into me, this time not pulling out, he made me cum ... then I felt a "HOT" explosion in my ass. He pulled himself out and got a wash cloth to clean me, then I had to rush into the bathroom. I felt my insides loose, but when I sat on the bowl, all that came out was his cum. I still didn't like knowing I was taking a man's cum in me ... it might sound stupid, but I felt like I was that "queer" who gave me blow jobs when I was 14. I saw him a few more times, each time letting him fuck me in the ass, but I finally changed jobs and moved away, ending it. You may think that this was the end of the story, but this isn't the end.