Family Lessons Of Pleasure And Love

Let me just say these stories at least the ones I feel are true have been very therapeutic and arousing.

 My cousin we will call Melanie came to our home at 16. I was a 14yr old boy and my sister was 11. They shared a room with mine the next door over. Melanie was a very attractive girl with a beautiful body. All my friends and older guys in our neighborhood always only talked of her. One day from the all girls private school she went to she brought a friend home. She was beautiful and all I could talk about. Melanie and I used to play wrestle sometimes her winning being a bit bigger. At our house my sister Jasmine and I bathed together since as long as I can remember.  It made for an efficient night for mom as we only had the 1.5 bathrooms. Jasmine and I were close, she was always so beautiful and a positive soul. I only started to glance when I had my 1st erection playing with Melanie. She refrained from dating only having her boyfriend and 1st sex partner left back home. Still when she noticed my erection in my underwear paused and spoke seriously to me. She asked if I knew anything about sex. No I replied. Mom and dad were out that night and she called me to their room when my sister was asleep. She explained all I needed to learn if I want an experienced girl like her friend. She pointed to my underwear explaining my penis and why it gets hard. We talked about its uses and my needing to respect women and how I treat them. She would then explain her breasts and why they were more developed than Melanie's small ones how they worked  and how sensitive they were. She took my hand to feel them. My mouth wide open in the very dim lit room and heart racing as it is now. She guided my hand explaining the proper way to touch them and instructed me to do it on my own. They were very firm and soft. The feeling I can't put into words. Melanie had a beautiful color with perfect breasts and nice round bottom as all my friends used to say. After what felt like forever she slid up her gown exposing panties and explained what a vagina was and provided a lengthy explanation. She used my hand to instruct me on proper touching. I jerked my hand quickly as her panties were soaked. I asked and she again reiterated her explanation of how being a good person and taking my time touching a lady was a turn on and they get wet for ease of receiving a penis. She again guided my hand showing me how to caress around the area and after time touching the woman's most pleasurable spot her clip. She leaned back on the propped up pillows and closed her eyes. She guided me often slowing me down and saying gently. She removed her hand after a bit telling me to do it. I gently rubbed and caressed for what seemed like forever.  At one point she put my left hand on her nipple while I rubbed her soaked panties. Her breathing changed and she began to quiver and shake. She then smiled and said that's enough for tonight. I went away with a hard on bulging my underwear out. I didn't know why but I was always endowed. I remember and can still smell the wetness on my fingers. I was happy and confused. I tried to wrestle her the next day but was pushed aside like quiet not now. The next week my parents were out and she baby sat. I lived in their room. When my sister went to sleep we started again. This time after a long while she guided my fingers to the side of her panties and slowly inserted in her soaked vagina. This time she let me suck on her nipple while I did. It was to this day the thickest, wettest pussy I ever touched. After a few minutes she shuddered and grabbed my hard on while she came. It was amazing,  I never told a soul. This went on for about about 2yrs a couple times a month. In hindsight I recognize my cousin wasn't a virgin but lonely over her boyfriend seeing him only 2x during that time. Not a whore & as such didn't want to give into her needs to just any guy. So teaching me was safe and loving because we were always close.

Enter days leading up to new years eve. My parents were going out. Apparently one of our times together my sister wasn't all the way asleep and woke to me getting her off. Next day asked Melanie about what we were doing. She said it was exciting but couldn't see well and at 13 was more developed and curious about boys. My little sister was becoming more Beautiful by the day as friends began to talk about her too. During this time I had my first wet dream that Melanie explained to me, and she told me of Jasmine seeing us, asking questions and curious. Melanie said she explained everything over a 2hr question and answer session. That explained to me why our last bath together I caught Jasmine looking at me. Melanie explained she shouldn't give into some guy and instead experiment with me. That night as I touched Melanie she watched. Then Melanie told her lay back as I caressed, touched and kissed her body. She started getting loud, she was a virgin and as my finger touched her wet hole, it was squeezing and pulling my finger in. As I sucked her breasts she let a big gasp and shudder. She pulled me on top of her kissing me. I was shocked at how involuntary it all was. I did as Melanie said and rubbed my penis over her clit. She just kept moaning with pleasure. She again pulled me back and kissed me hard. The tip touching her hole I could feel it pulling the tip to almost penetrate. She convulsed so violently pulling me hard. As the tip was starting to fill the hole I pulled back. I grinded it on her as she continued to spasm. I had my first orgasm with a woman shooting it on her vagina area as we kissed. I looked over to see Melanie coming touching herself. To this day the most intense sexual moment of my life.  I've masturbated over the years to those memories.  Every few weeks I would take turns with them but when she started dating we stopped. Her 1st ended up being a bad guy hurting her, I selfishly wondered for years if I should have penetrated her when she was all but begging. We are still so close, it would have been better than that asshole. We never in 40 years spoke of it. I always lose the nerve when I want to ask. What do you guys think? Should I talk to her? Thanks for being my safe space, never told this.