Failed Shower Chat

Undressed, teeth flossed and brushed, streaming shower water warming up. The family was milling about the house, self occupied. It was the end of the day, a couple days ago, and I was undergoing my nighttime routine. Occasionally during the preceding hours, while at my PC, I visited ST and took in some stories and forum posts, and did a little chatting. With that earlier stimulation it very easy at this point to arouse me. I snatched up my phone  and opened an incognito browser window and fumbled to sign in. I use swipe typing usually, but can’t for the password. The water must be warm by now. I can’t take too much time in here, they already tease me about how long I spend in the shower. Tap chat, chat now. Step into the shower. People are in the lounge. See who’s there. Put the phone down and shampoo. Pick the phone up, chat for a minute, letting the hot water soothe my back. So far, nothing too exciting going on. Say my goodbyes and pop out of the lounge. Wait, there are people in the bedroom chat room. Tap the room and see what’s going on. A woman and a man. The woman had just written “I’m masturbating.” I’m paraphrasing, because there is no way I could remember the exact wording, at that moment because all the blood had rushed from my head and was pouring into a lower part of my body. I didn’t want to interrupt, so I said so and excused myself. They responded that I was not interrupting. I put the phone down again and I washed my face. Dried my hands a bit and picked it back up. “Do you want to finish me off, gu?” the woman had asked over the intervening time. That phrase I do remember! Now excited and wet, with slick hands, I fumbled with the phone, trying desperately to find the right letters, small on the slippery glass.  “Yes!” was my response. Suddenly I was wracked with self-doubt.  I had many glorious intimate role-plays before. I was always complimented at how real it seemed, how they got lost in the scene. This time was different. I had not been intimate with anyone on ST before, and I didn’t know how people did it here. Was it full on role play? Did people just talk about what they were doing? Did she want me to tell her what to do, directed self-play? Then I thought of her words, “finish me.” She was already close, so her mind was already well into it. Where was she? If I got this wrong, could I ruin her mood? Time was ticking.. I had cleaning and shaving to do, and she… was waiting for me… to be erotic. Wet, excited, slippery, and now nervous, I wrote the worst thing someone could write in that situation. I revealed my fears, “I haven’t done this yet on this site, so please forgive me if I do something wrong.” I regretted it as soon as I hit send. Then the fumbling began in earnest. Trying to jump into the middle of the unknown scene and be amorous with someone I’d never chatted with, I tried to say something compelling! She was close, too, so I didn’t want to keep her waiting.   Drat! “Nipple” isn’t in my auto-complete! Backspace backspace n - i - o - backspace - p - p … I made short sentences so she got updates as quickly as I could muster them. After a couple, I saw her message sent to the other gentleman in the room, “wank me off.” She was horny, and wet, and close to exploding, and I failed her. I quickly tapped out for him to go for it, and waited and watched the screen. Nothing appeared. They were surely whispering with each other, and he surely would not fail. Heart sunken and racing, I exited the bedroom chat room. I popped back into the lounge to see what was going on, but couldn’t concentrate. I fumbled for a minute then logged off. I washed up a bit, then realized that I REALLY needed a release. I started, and it was clear that I would finish quickly. I thought back to earlier in the day when a lady friend of mine had posted that she was playing on her bed, and how arousing that had been for me. Quickly I picked up my phone, and was logged into the Forums.  I posted in the same thread that my friend had earlier, that I was playing in the shower.  Excited all over again at the thought of my friend on her bed, and happy that I shared what I was doing, I laid the phone down and thoroughly enjoyed the rest of the shower.