Exploring Pee?

Ok, so. Here's the thing. There are girls who really get off on peeing when they cum. Some hate it. Some love it. Some do it accidentally, some do it on purpose. Some think it's squirting, (but it's not really) some know it's not real squirting. Some like to do it in their underwear, some would simply die if they wet themselves for ANY reason. Despite all the forms and against, the pros and the cons, there is enough in it for me to wonder. Here's what I've discovered. 

First, my g-spot is insanely more sensitive if I have a full bladder. Second, when I was younger, an approaching orgasm felt like I was going to wet myself, which was why I resisted just letting them happen for so long. Third, and this is a tad complex, as soon as we hit puberty, we get all the "don't sit like that....keep your knees together....don't show your underwear......keep clean down there....." shit. So, rebellious little sluts that we are, sitting with our knees apart becomes something daring, something bold....and something nice! Knowing there is only a thin strip,of cotton between my most private area and whoever is looking at it is dizzyingly erotic. So, this peeing thing. A (gay) guy friend of mine told me about how when he was a young boy, he would have dry orgasms. "Then, one day, I did it and shot cum! Having something come out of me made it feel a million times better." Hmmm. Lucky guys! But he also told me about eroticism. "It's fun to do 'dirty' things. Things that are considered rude...unacceptable." 

Which brings me onto Lucy. Lucy is a real couldnt give a fuck girl. Her folks kicked her out the day she turned 18. She once told me that she uses pee play when she masturbates, and she isn't the on,y one of my friends to tell me that. Not everyone, by any means, but a significant number have at least tried it.  So, I had to as well. 

I remember that first try. Even just knowing I was going to do it felt so tremendously daring and exciting. That time, all I did was let a few little drips go deliberately into my underwear, but then, later on, I masturbated to the point of orgasm and when the orgasm rolled over me, I just relaxed down there and...um....well.....wet myself.  I think that when a girl cums, she is so sensitive to everything down there, that any sensation would enhance the feeling. I remember squatting, my hand in my underwear, rubbing my clit, teasing myself, edging until I simply couldn't hold,on any more. I felt my vagina pulsate, and my asshole too, but then this spread of warmth happened and my brain tapped me on the shoulder and said "You dirty slut....you're peeing yourself!" That thought alone seemed to top,off the feelings and enhance the orgasm. 

It felt similar when I masturbated with a candle up my arse. Being "violated" there was intensely erotic. The most forbidden place to be fucked, and here I was (mentally anyway) allowing myself to be anally fucked. That orgasm was enormous as well. 

So, am I a piss whore? No. Not really....well....it's nice as a variation now and then, but something I simply MUST do every day? No. I'm a very long way from that. 

With one exception I think. 

Ive had sex with girls five times now. It's wild, abandoned, instinctive and feels to me like playing somewhere I know intimately. With two of the girls concerned, we had a shared shower (while having more sex), and with BOTH of them, I felt the shower water running down my body and her legs straddling my thigh, and I wished she would pee on my leg. One of them did and it was super erotic. 

So, does it have a place for me? Yes, I think so. Alone, it's something I might do on those highly sexy days of the month when nothing seems to fully satisfy. Would I like a girl to do it to me....or me to do it on her......yes, I think so.

What about a guy? Would I want, or allow a guy to pee on me? Depends how I felt at the time, and it depends WHERE he wanted to do it. 

I've seen porn where guys pee in a girls mouth! Fuck that! But sometimes, in the dead of night, when I've mastrubated my clit sore and it STILL wants more, well, sometimes then, I've imagined a guy just kneeling between my legs peeing directly on my little....like a home made jacuzzi jet. Can a guy pee with a hard on? I don't know. 

Maybe one day I might find out.