Exploring Anal Stimulation Part 1

Part 1

From an early age, I learned how to please myself.  The mystery of early pleasure through times of adolescent exploration and dealing with feelings of guilt to finally understanding the joy of self love are stages I have been through in my own way.

Stimulating my anus was something I learned gradually.  At first, I would gently rub the tender opening with my finger sometimes using hand lotion as a lubricant.  I eventually explored insertion with a finger swirling it around as I would stroke my penis.  The first object I used to stimulate my anus was a Q tip which I would spin with my fingers so that it would barely touch the skin.  I would dip the Q tip in hand lotion so that it would not irritate my little hole. I would tickle and stimulate it at the same time.  It felt so good but was not totally satisfying.

As I became an adult, I saw pornographic images with models inserting vibrators and dildoes into their asses.  I was intrigued.  Mind you, this was before the Internet and the only place you could look at and purchase sex toys was at a sex shop.  They almost were always in a tough part of town.

When I turned twenty-five, I went to an adult book store and studied the choices for vibrators.  I found a small one that was about 4" long and only 3/8" wide.  I was embarrassed buying it because the sales girl opened the package and tested it to make sure it would work.  Taking my new purchase home, I opened the package and immediately undressed.  I couldn't wait to feel that vibrator on my anus pushing inside.

It was unreal.  I first stroked myself to an erection.  With my left hand, I kept gently stroking myself while with my right hand, I turned the vibrator on.  It came to life with a quiet hum.  I took it in my right hand and lowered onto my perineum placing the vibrating tip just below my scrotum.  As soon as touched it with the tip, I felt a bolt of pleasure shoot into my brain.  It was incredible.  I then moved the vibe along my scrotum and brushed my penis with it.  I slowly moved it back down past my scrotum and barely brushed my anus with it.  Another bolt of lightning.  It felt so good with the tip just pushing into the anal muscles which twitched with sweet resistance and felt so good.  I went to push it in as if it was the most natural thing in the world.

It needed some lubrication so I used hair conditioner (a quick solution when on the road and not having access to good lubrication) putting it into my anus and rubbing it on the now slippery vibrator.  I pushed again and I felt the pleasure double and I pushed right to the hilt of the vibrator's length.  I let it push out naturally and then would push it back in slowly doing this five or six times.  After the last push in, I let it push out one more time and then kept the tip pushing on my anus while my stroking pace increased.  I was on my back gently holding the vibe against my anus and felt my stroke getting shorter and my grip on myself getting firmer.

I came.  Three ropes of semen shot out into the air.  I saw each one.  The first one hit my leg with the other two dropping onto my stomach.  I fell back on the futon with the vibrator in my hand.  I took a minute to come down from the high of the sexual release.  I wondered why I waited so long to do this.

It was from this experience that I have found myself on a twenty-five year odyssey of sexual exploration.  

Part 2 will delve into more self education and experience.