example of my ritual..

Hi, my name is P :) I'm a 36F bi pervy single mom With some intense Fetishes and masturbation habits.

I will post the full story of how my ritual began later on, but let's just say that nearly my entire life, I have dedicated myself to pleasing myself in private. I don't just get off like normal people.. Or even normal hypersexual women.. I have developed and built up this Extremely intricate and Powerful solosex process Yes it's like over 20 different dimensions to it :P it's almost like OCD level.

So just to give you an idea, last night I got off work and my son got home, and I happened to get 10 adderalls from a friend of ours. Usually I wait until Friday evening to please myself and watch porn, but when I take adderall, it's almost irresistible...

So right after dinner, I locked myself in my room, turned out all the lights, took off all my clothes, and set up my station with all my toys, lube, and my 3 HD monitors..

Then I popped 3 of the addies and sat down in my special recliner, Close my eyes, and put it in my headphones with a custom binaural beats audio induction track that I use to get myself into hypnosis.

I sit there and basically meditate on my arousel levela rising as the amphetamine aphrodisiac kicks in.. My anticipation and hunger and lust swell up inside of me, and I focus intently on the Intensity of My erotic energy. My pussy of course  Becomes soaking Wet, but I only stroke the outside of the lips and my clitoris lightly with my finger tips. It's so sensitive. I let the urges For specific porn Bubble up in my mind and take note of them.. I make the conscious decision that I'm going to go on a masturbation marathon tonight.. mmmmm

After about an hour, I'm deep in my trance and ready for another dose. I pop 2 more addies and hit my weed vape lightly. Then I proceed over to my desk and take a seat before my monitors.

I always watch the same video when I get started..  I'll share it later.  I feel the rush of that 2nd wave of amphetamines hit me,  And my craving for Winston Burbank's cock overwhelms me.  So I watch slow motion compilations that I've made of  His huge facial cum shots  While I vigorously rub my clitoris and fuck myself with my vibrator.  At this point, I'm so high and deep in my trance, that I can feel the bursts of pleasure in his cock with each jet of cum,  Pulsing through my clitoris in real time.  It's hard to explain,  but that's what I've trained my brain to do with these drugs and associations over the years..  Pretty fucked up  I know.

I keep watching porn, switching to some other taboo stuff that I love 😍😍😍🤤😉🤫😇.  I also switch vibrators and squirt some loop on myself.  Then I get on one of my other profiles and make some slutty posts that I know will attract other perverts and gooners and horny men and women to my inbox...

I do some writing as I'm peaking and my entire body feels like it's vibrating with orgasmic energy. I don't even have to touch my pussy at this point, It's basically overflowing overflowing with erotic ecstasy and pleasure On its own lol. I hit my weed pen again, and engage in extremely taboo slutty conversation and trade nudes with these perverts online. I don't know why that gets me off more, but it's becoming a new part of my process lol..

About an hour or 2 of that, then I stride over to my couch, pop another dose, and start humping the arm of it just like I did when I 1st began masturbating. I take this opportunity to relive some of my early memories when I was initiated into this addiction to pleasure and porn.

Naturally, my mind drifts to my son who is fast asleep in his room. I have a series of more and more filthy unspeakable thoughts about what I want to do to him..

Humping the couch takes me back to when I 1st started this ritual and discovered how much I loved this feeling.. I live for this feeling.. God I'm getting wet again just thinking about how good it feels. I probably climax 5 or 6 times just on the couch.. I can keep going..

That was probably about 4 hours. I took a few breaks In between watching more porn and roll playing with these superpervs online 😍🤤🤤😏😏🙈

So yeah, 3 hours later, I still have some addies left, And I'm writing this post for you guys to see if anyone likes hearing about my freakish OCD dedication to masturbation. Pretty weird, right? It's been like 7 hours total, and I really want to keep going 🤤🤤🤤

I have to get my son up in about 2 hours... I won't put in writing the thoughts running through my head 😈😈😈😈😈

But let's jusessayed the attiral turns me into a freaking sex animal with no limits whatsoever, If I'm not careful...

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