Early Memory

Cricket bores me senseless. I mean, it’s ok, but all that standing around....yawn. So it wasn’t long before my eyes left the game and looked along the line of boys sitting on the grass either waiting to bat or who had already been out there. Like me, they were 14/15 Some were intent on the game, but I noticed one lad lying on his tummy, his eyes wide open and staring. I followed his gaze and immediately saw what he was staring at. Claire was two years above me, but she had celebrity status. She had ‘done it’. And now, she was lying back on her elbows, her feet planted on the grass near her bum, and wide apart. Her knees likewise were spread. If one of the nuns had seen her, she would have been in deep shit, but they, glad of the time off, had gathered in a small group and were sitting under a tree on a bench in the shade, talking animatedly about....Er......whatever nuns talk animatedly about I guess. This guy was utterly transfixed on Claire though. I wanted to see what he could see and moved down the field a little. Sure enough, a white V of panties was visible, either a thong, or she had deliberately tucked her panties up between her arse cheeks. The lad was red in the face and, I bet had a hardon....fuck....even I was getting off on the sexual tension between these two. Claire got up (much to the boy’s disappointment......ok.....and mine too) and asked his teacher for permission to go to the toilet. There was a clearly marked Visitors Toilet. “BOYS ONLY”. I imagine the thought of a boy in a girls toilet was too much for the nuns...especially the one who wrote that in large, angry red letters. When she sat down again and resume her position I saw no panties, just a perfectly smooth pussy. For a nanosecond, I actually though she hadn’t grown hair yet. (Stupid, Becky! Duh!) I felt two emotions food me. First, how beautiful a vagina is, and how unfortunate it is that most girls will never see theirs. Second, an almost violent wave of horniness that presented a wave of liquid into my panties. The boy’s eyes opened even wider, if that were possible. Claire looked directly at him and flashed him a smile that damn near made me cum. What it did for him I have no idea. Well, actually, I do. I saw him reach under himself and was certain there would be a little live masturbation show, but instead after a few seconds fumbling, he got up and walked to one of his teachers. He asked, obviously, to go to the toilet. I have absolutely no doubt as to what he was doing in there. As he passed Claire, she patted a small, white bundle on the ground beside her.....the panties she had just removed. Quick as lightening, he bent, scooped them up, and went in his way. I knew he was smelling her, or wrapping her panties around his cock....whatever, very quickly, he was back. He casually dropped them beside her without even changing step. As for me? Oh, how kind of you to ask. This was the very first sexual encounter that I had watched that involved a stranger, neither party touched each other, but it was as powerful as if someone had their hand between my legs. Speaking of which, I too had to ask Sister if I could go to the toilet. Once in there, I dropped my panties, noted the mess in the crotch and just imagined this nameless boy with his penis in his hand as he wanked over the sight and scent of Claire’s vagina. I came really fast. No clear, single image in my befuddled brain, just the sexual tension. Later, I pondered over just what got me off. I realised that, apart from the sexual tension, it was the beauty of Claire’s vagina. I realised I wanted to see mine, to understand more, and yes, I wanted to see other girls too. I don’t think I thought I was “turning lez”, as if such a thing is even possible, you are what you are, but I certainly appreciated the beauty of a vagina. And shaved too! That solves a whole heap of problems, from the sticky pubes that happen when vaginal secretions dry on brittle hair, to the sheer horror (and we can be talking Carrie here) Of periods and pubes. I didn’t shave for a while....scared to put a blade down there.....but I did spend some time with a mirror....and a video camera.