Discovering Myself

by Mary I had developed pretty early compared to the rest of the girls in my 5th grade class. It was kind of scary going through all these changes, but by the time I was in 6th grade, I was content with myself.I started experimenting the summer before entering 6th grade. I had just read the novel, "Are You There God? It's me Margaret." And I'm telling you, there are scenes in that novel I'll never forget (for those of you who have read it...does "Ralph" ring a bell?) Anyway, I'd go out and play with the rest of the kids in the neighbourhood wearing a tube top and tight shorts. I didn't realize then that the shorts actually made me feel sexy! After a few hours of playing outside, I would go back into the house go into my room...get naked and lay in bed. I had tennis balls lying around, so I decided to try using them. I started with one ball right against my cunt...and somehow, maybe it's innate, I started squeezing. My god, it felt good!!! I started doing this regularly and still do to this day! A neighbour's younger brother started coming to the house while his sister (my friend) went to summer school...so Drew would be at our house early in the morning. We'd go into the family room and watch tv, normally... I don't exactly know how it all started, but he just ended up lying on top of me and feeling me up. I knew I wanted this, so I lifted my shirt exposing my little, but developing quickly tits. He gently started rubbing my nipples...I never knew such pleasure existed! We kissed...and soon, our tongues were having a hockey match! This lasted the rest of the summer...I remember sometimes, we'd even sneak up into my bedroom for some fun, and wild fucking! Growing up in a strict Catholic household, sex...pleasure...masturbation were taboo words. I went to a catholic high school where I continued my daily masturbation ritual of using tennis balls. I'm now in my late twenties and have discovered my FINGERS!! What little miracle workers they are! Just last night, I was getting ready for bed. So I got naked except for my bra and thong (I don't usually sleep with a bra on and if I'm home alone, I'm usually naked going to sleep anyway), and put on my short nightie. I was feeling horny, as I'm sure many women do...so I started feeling my tits through my nightie and bra. My nipples started getting hard...to the point that they ached. I slipped out of my nightie and continued to rub my tits. I took my left tit out and pinched my nipple...ooooh yes! I unhooked my bra and slipped off my thong...they were already damp. Tossed everything onto the floor. I licked my right middle finger and started rubbing my clit...slowly... gently...working up my speed and intensity. I could feel my juices flowing out...oh what a feeling... I was dripping with my juices and so I rubbed my tits with it...god it's great! I wanted more and without a man in sight, I knew what I needed to do...I slowly inserted my right middle finger into my neatly trimmed cunt...then another and another. I fucked myself slowly, savouring every moment. I knew I was about to cum when my nipples started getting to get hard again, I started fucking myself faster and faster... A gush of sensation took over me...making me moan (I knew no one heard, otherwise someone would have up to see if I was okay!) I had juices coming out of me for quite sometime... I fell asleep for about an hour or so, just to wake up horny as hell again! You all know what I did :) Discovering myself has been a long process, but I'm telling you, it has been worthwhile!