Developed Habit

I'll describe myself a little since it's my first post. I am, 24 years old, almost 6 feet, 110lbs and adrogynous, long brown hair, a bit curly.  And for real, if I ''disguise'' myself a little, I get too much attention from men. I have a weak self-esteem, but I do not think of myself as ugly, heck I get along with alot of people. Anyway I'll leave something to your imagination.

I get horny, seeing in my mind, first thing, women, alot of them from different adult sites. Getting hard in a matter of seconds. I lock the door, take all my clothes off and look at: porn, nudes from all of the internet, live shows and even read stories here. 20 tabs open. Sometime, I also divide my screen in 8 video. It's as if I need to overload myself with stimulus.Stading, all naked, my slim body with very little fat, coulde be confused with a girl from behind, But from the front, you can't. My third leg is not small. Me in front of a big 42 inch tv.I'll start by fast movement, like almost 4 per seconds, focusing on the tip only, hard grip and soft grip..I'll do it for 20 minute without break, scrolling with my other hand around the internet, I use my thight as a mouse pad. I start with random porn, like solo female, solo transgender, and I actually go through 20 to 40 category in a night.Next, after the first 20 minutes, I start long movement and slower, like edging from the previous movement, for the time it calms down. From that, I do both one after the others. At some point, the build up is enought for a break, like instead of finishing, I let it rest for 5 to 10 minutes, just the time for me to get new things to watch. While I massage all the muscle around to release tension. It's almost more than a workout at the gym.Time for round 2, actually, round 2 is a bit more rough than round 1, lube gets added. I have like 99% of all kink. There is even some that are weird, but like there's only foot fetish that doesn't get me going. I even have a thing for hands. Each round is around 1 hour, but 2 to 7 are mostly the same, with different speed and roughness.Toward round 8 even standing hurt my feet a bit. There's fluid every where dripping from my hand and dick. I actually have to dry it a bit, because it's flying everywhere. And for round 8 it's half a mental thing that I get, I need to finish, because I started at 11pm and 8 a.m is incomming. So my best choice is, the section ( joi (jerk off instruction), dirty talk, public and stuff made for people that get a kick from being asked or begged to finish. Like most people I had in real life... anyway) handjob does it also. I have a thing for content that has the goal for the man to finish, because I have a lock mechanism, girl first then me. But yeah, the ending on round 8, is me following 3 instruction videos, 1 handjob compilation and other stuff.I start slow, then fast and when I'm close, I go softly and slowy at the same point in other round, like just before taking break, but instead of break, I take the pace and never stop. The last 2 seconds before the spray, I go as fast as possible and I actually finish, and most time I don't really stop until it starts going soft from finishing. I also tremble for the next 15 to 30 minutes after that. And my body gets cold, so I clean up and go under the blanket for heat.Hope you've like my story, and no it's not fiction, I do it safely, but I might have a huge addiction issue. Actually, I hope people get off reading this :)