Cum in mouth??

In my late teens is when I started to fantasize more about men when I masturbated: jerking with other guys, guys giving blowjobs, anal.  As I mentally explored this new world of man-on-man sexuality, I began to wonder what it would be like to have someone cum right into my mouth.  I'd seen it plenty of times in porn - usually a young female with her tongue sticking out proudly taking a mouthful.  She would then either let it ooze out her mouth, or some of them would even swallow it.  

So I decided the best way to try would be to cum in my own mouth.  It's my own jizz, so why not?  After doing a search on the internet (as I did for all sexual things I wondered about), I found a good way to do it.  When I was sufficiently horny (which was often), I stripped naked and laid on the floor right next to the wall.  I placed my feet on the wall and scooted myself as close to the wall as possible.  Eventually my feet were high up on the wall with my upper back and shoulders on the floor.  So in other words, my cock hole was pointed down right at my face....

I lubed up good.  As I pumped my cock, gravity made my balls fall towards me - that sort of interfered with my fist.  If I wanted a full stroke, my hand would hit my balls.  But no big deal.  As I neared climax, my heart started racing.  I was staring at my cock head the entire time.  I could tell that my cock was getting ready to blow and it didn't care where it shot the load - almost as if my dick had a mind of its own.  I was nervous - I wasn't sure if I was brave enough to take jizz in my mouth.  Which also made me hornier...As I crept towards orgasm I lifted my head up towards my dick and opened my mouth wide.  I could see my cock hole start to heave...and finally I came with ropes of cum hitting my face.

Now I wish I could say I took it like a champ and absolutley loved it, but I will admit that I sort of chickened-out.  As soon as the first spurt hit my tongue, I closed my mouth shut automatically.  The rest of my cum hit my lips and cheeks.  I could taste my cum  - a bit salty, slightly thick.  I'll admit I didn't care much for it.  I spit it out.

As time went on I went back to this technique a few times, determined to take a full mouthful.  Eventually I did.   I forced my mouth open the entire time to make sure I got every last drop in my mouth.  I then forced myself to swallow some of it.  

To this day I can say that I'm not a big fan of cum in my mouth.  I love to fantasize about sucking cock, I love watching male porn, but actually taking a load in my mouth is probably not my thing.  I wonder if this would make a good "gay test".  If a guy doesn't reallly like taking his own cum, how would he take another guy's?  Are there any gay guys that don't like cumshots in their mouth?  Just wondering.

Either way, it was a hot experience.  Haven't done it in a while - should try again sometime....