City Park J/O Cruising

When I began to explore my sexual boundaries and became interested in watching men jack off, I read on-line (on a jackoff club site) about a local urban park known as a place that men went for a little fun.  Men would go there to meet at night mainly to jack off or engage in mutual masturbation, but sometimes it led to other things.  It said that some men sit on the benches at night to either be watched jacking off or hoping that people (singles, couples, etc.) would catch them in the act.  Some men end up sitting in their cars jacking with another guy.  There was even one account about a guy who sat naked in the daytime in a more secluded part of the park (I wouldn't do it, but I like the thought). After joining some co-workers for drinks one night (a fun mixed group of men and women), I left after a couple of drinks feeling frisky and kinky, and then realized that I didn't have to deviate much from my route home to go visit the park.  I drove there and parked my car on the street outside the park, heart beating faster with anticipation of what I might see and with horny thoughts of the possibility of masturbating out in public.  I got out of the car and decided to walk into the park to see if I could discover a man with his cock out hoping to be watched jacking off. I wasn't at the point where I wanted to interact, but I wanted to watch men doing sexual acts (not in a porn video) and masturbate while doing it, or just pull my cock out and jack off in public either alone or while letting other interested men watch.  I planned to share the details of the experience with my female friend and sexual confidante. There were few people around when I went in (probably 11:30pm at night).  I felt safe, but the lack of people, stillness, and dark setting in the park (dimly lit by widely spaced lampposts) added to the intrigue.  A few men walked by, but didn't seem to be up to naughty doings. At one point, after feeling comfortable with the setting and with my inhibitions melted away by the couple drinks that I had had, I sat down on a bench and unzipped my fly.  I then took my already hard cock out and began to slowly jack off not knowing who would wander by: other like-minded men looking for fun?; someone just out walking their dog?; the police?!?  Fueled by the thought of having an interested man watch me but also with the thought of being seen/getting caught by the wrong people, I lost my nerve and left the park.  I didn't get to see any sexual activity or shoot my load in the park that night. After arriving home and putting the car away (I was home alone), I pulled my cock out, had a nice long piss outside, and fueled by naughty, taboo thoughts of what I might have seen (or done) that night, I jacked off under the stars.  I finally reaching a very satisfying orgasm with forceful shots of cum onto the driveway. After later telling my friend about my unsuccessful visit to the park, she began to encourage me to post on the jackoff club site and/or otherwise find a way to hook up with another man to satisfy my taboo male-male sexual desires (and explore new ones), which would be a turn-on for both of us.