Another Woman

When I masturbate. I think of you. Another woman, a woman like me who is curious. I lie on my bed and twist and squeeze my nipples until I am wet. I wish they were yours. I slide my hand over my body like it was your body, between my thighs, feeling my wetness and imagining that hard, swollen clit is yours. 

Scenarios come into my head. What if we shared a bed after a party? Warm bodies close together as we start to drop off to sleep. Cuddling together innocently at first. Then your hand finds my breast and my hand slides inside your t shirt. We kiss, softly at first, then passionately, our nipples stiffening to each other’s touch. I am nervous but excited as my hand moves between your legs, over a rough patch of pubic hair, or maybe the smooth bumps of a shaven pussy. My fingers slip inside a cunt that is not mine for the first time, gently penetrating you, taking the wetness and rubbing it over your engorged throbbing clit. You moan. And I moan at the thought.

I try to do to you what I do to myself. Do you like that? Your fingers have found my pussy now, returning the favour. As I masturbate, speeding up, I imagine my hand is pleasuring you, and the rising excitement I feel is you pleasuring me. I think what it would be like to go down on you, to lick another woman’s cunt. I think of our tits pressed against each other’s, of sucking a girl’s tits, rolling my tongue over her hard nipples while I finger her to a climax.

Other random thoughts come to mind. Sliding my hand up the skirt of a cute girl standing next to where I am sitting on a crowded bus. Rubbing her off without a word while she stares ahead trying to keep a straight face. Sitting in the cinema at the back with a girl I vaguely know, our hands in each other’s pants. Masturbating with another woman, a friend maybe, just so we can watch each other.

My hand moves faster and faster as I think how desperate I am to do all of this, to taste and fuck another woman. I switch on my phone and look at videos of women masturbating, and I masturbate with them and I get so hot and horny watching them doing it. 

Imagine it is you, here with me right now, your tits and lips on mine, our hands between each other’s legs. 69ing until we cum in each other’s mouths. Your first time with a woman and mine too. Maybe my partner can watch us and wank, maybe yours can. That’s it, rub my clit like you do yours, suck my tits, make me cum.

Sometimes as I get close I talk dirty to myself, just random words, “Wanna fuck you, rub my cunt, dirty bitch, such a slut, make me cum.” Now I pretend the clit I am teasing and rubbing harder and harder is yours, I am going to make you cum, cum all over my fingers, your tits feel so good, your fingers feel divine, I am going to cum all over your hand, I am so going to cum now, make me cum and I’ll make you cum.....

After I orgasm I wonder whether it will ever actually happen or if that ship has sailed. I lie there for a few moments wondering why it never has. Then I pull up my knickers, refasten my bra and get on with my day.