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An Edger's Up and Down Relationship With Her Orgasm

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Most edgers have a complicated relationship with their orgasm


On another masurbation site, I once heard that all masturbators eventually become edgers.  I don't know if that's true, but it was certainly true for me.  I have had an up and down relationship with my orgasm throughout my life because of my changing attitudes on what my goal in masturbating was. As people who've read my earlier posts know, I eagerly read books and women's magazines at the library from a young age to learn about sex.  I began edging at around the age of 13 after reading a women's magazine column on how to make your orgasm stronger.  Before that, I would climax after only a few minutes of rubbing my clitoris, and it felt good to me.  But reading that column intrigued me.  You mean I could make this amazing thing feel even better, I wondered?  To make a long story short, I learned how to back off when my orgasm was close and extend the time I spent masturbating to make that big release at the end bigger.  Hence, my inclination to edge during these early years and until I was in my early 20s or so was motivated by the desire to have a stronger orgasm.   From my early 20s until just recently, my edging took a different turn.  I began to like the plateau phase of masturbation so much that it became the end.  My orgasm was no longer the end of masturbation but masturbation itself.  In fact, I came to regard my orgasm as the enemy because it would make my masturbation session conclude.  If you watch my masturbation videos online, it may be difficult to imagine I had a somewhat hostile relationship with my orgasm, given how strong the orgasms are and how much I obviously enjoy having them.  But it was true I often regarded my orgasm as a failure, especially if I had one while trying to fight it off. Currently, I'm trying to value both the act of holding myself at a plateau and orgasming equally.  Rather than fortifying myself against an impending orgasm, I eagerly look forward to having one.  I encourage myself to savor each heavenly stroke on my clitoris as its own pleasurable end, but I also accept that if I keep doing what I'm doing long enough, an orgasm will inevitably result, and that's wonderful thing, too.

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