ABS 1. First Post-Pandemic Adult Book Store Visit

This is a summary of forum posts (edited and updated) I made shortly after this happened, which I wanted to summarize in a story:

Post #1 

I have wanted to make a return visit to a porn theater or video arcade, but like many others the pandemic has held me back. I have had very few jackoff experiences out in public (only out in the woods or in my car) since the pandemic started.  I have beenthinking that once the medical risk has gone away (or been reduced), wearing a mask while in one of these places would give me an extra level of anonymity so I might be a little bolder. How it would actually play out, I don't know, but it could be something like feeling more at ease totally removing my pants and walking around the theater or leaving my booth in the video arcade and walking past other men in the hall with my cock out in full view.

Post #2 

Last week, I made my first visit to an Adult Book Store/video arcade since before the pandemic. I was going to be on a road tripand knew I would pass by a place I had visited a few years back. I didn't know if it would still be in business, but it was not far out of the way.  When I arrived in the parking lot, I got the familiar feeling of my heart beating faster in anticipation of doing something sleazy/naughty/taboo in public. I put on my covid face covering before I got out of the car. Just after I pulled into the parking lot, another car parked and another man entered the ABS before me.

Once inside, I saw the place had been renovated and changed. The area up front was stocked with the usual sex toys and Adult DVDs (there were three male employees talking and checking inventory). One of them said "welcome" as I entered. I briefly stopped to look at the wares, but I didn't waste much time because I was intent on going back to the arcade area. The man I saw in the parking lot went directly back to the arcade area.

Before, there was a blind corner leading to the arcade booths; now there were just thin, see through sheer curtains separating thepublic area from the arcade.  As I walked through the curtains, I looked at the DVDs/channels available for viewing on the wall.  The choices included straight, trans, gay, lesbian (the usual fare).  I already knew I wanted to watch some all-male action.  There were more changes: It used to have a more inviting aura with dimly lit halls and more blind corners leading to the booths.  With each turn of a corner, you didn’t know if there would be someone standing in the hall waiting for new arrivals or maybe someone in a booth with the door open with his dick out watching porn.  Yes, the arcade booths used to have doors.  Now, the whole place was brightly lit and wide open with no doors on the booths! In the past, the lack of doors probably would have bothered me,but now I WANT anyone walking by to see what I was doing.

I began to make my way toward the back wall, checking out the booths (I think there were 6-8 booths) as I went, wondering where the other man had gone. When I reached the back wall, there he was in one of the two booths. As I said, there were no doors, so he stuck his head out to see me approaching. I went into the opposite booth, which was about 8-10 feet away. Although he couldn't see the screen in my booth (part of the thrill for me is having other men see what I'm watching, particularly if its men giving blowjobs or having sex), if I sat on the bench or stood by the entrance he had a straight on view.

I put in the requisite bill and cycled to an all-male scene with men sucking cocks. I got right into it, stood where I could see the other man watching and then immediately unzipped my pants and let them drop to the floor with my shorts. I briefly checked out the action on the screen, but was more interested in seeing the man in the other booth, since the booths were open to the hall. I sat on the bench facing his booth. He was standing at his entrance, but had lowered his sweatpants to show off.  He stood facinginto his booth, but was looking over his shoulder. He was intent on showing his ass and asshole, making motions that he wanted me inside him, but I kept looking down at his crotch area trying to make it clear I wanted him to turn around so I could see his cock. I was hoping he would show his cock and we could at least jack off at the same time, but I would have been "up" for fondling him and giving him a handjob.

Of course while all this was going on, I was working on my cock. It was a rush letting him see me work my exposed cock from soft to a raging hard-on while he watched and performed his intended act of seduction. I could hear the other men up front talking and it sounded like they could walk back there at any moment. I felt emboldened wearing the face covering, so stood up at the entrance to my booth jacking off so that anyone who came through the curtains and into the hall leading to the back area would see me.

One of the other men came through the curtains (but not to the back). The thought of getting caught/being seen exposed like this was pushing me close to the edge, and then the man in the other booth bent over and spread his ass cheeks again and that pushed me over the edge. As soon as he saw me begin to cum, he rushed over to my booth (he pulled up his sweats so I nevergot to see his dick) and dropped to his knees hoping to finish me off orally. I put one hand up to indicate I didn't want to be sucked and shot my load onto the floor in the hall between our booths while he watched from his knees a couple of feet away.

After seeing me cum, he seemed a little embarrassed that I had declined his offer for a blowjob and he headed straight for the curtains and out of the ABS. After I zipped up and walked casually to the front and out the door, I could see the other man's car already pulling out of the parking lot...

Reply from a fellow exhibitionist masturbator: "Thanks for sharing that hot experience, glad you’re back to cruising. The mask wearing does seem like it could embolden me a bit more than I have been in the past. I have missed showing off and watching others at the ABS and locker room scenes. Im not sure when I’ll be back at an ABS but I’m definitely wearing a mask and seeing if it pushes me to be more openly on display for guys to watch me."

Post #3 

On the one hand, I definitely felt emboldened with the mask on. The mask provided an increased level of anonymity and I was not concerned about hidden security cameras recording me. On the other hand, the mask inhibits communication somewhat; I was not able to mouth "show me your cock".  Also, when I was pumping out my load, the other man could not see my face contorting with abandon from pleasure.

Reply from a fellow exhibitionist masturbator: "You didn't want him to suck your dick!!! WOW!!" 

Post #4

I guess we all have our our likes/dislikes, desires ... kinks. I think I gather from many of your posts that having your dick sucked ishigh on your list; this is not a judgement just an observation.  It has never been high on my list, particularly with anonymous men in an ABS, porn theater, or the like. At these places many men go specifically to suck off other men or to be serviced by a cock-sucker. There is another group of men who go just to masturbate, some secretly, others out in the open.  Years ago, when I first started going, I was a secret masturbator.  Now, I really like having my cock totally exposed and jacking off out in the open where anyone can see and watch. In an ABS that means frequently leaving the door wide open (if there is one) or standing facing the hall for anyone to see. These days, I love booths with no doors!

I get off seeing other men with their cocks out doing the same. If I'm really horny, I like mutual fondling; feeling another man'sthrobbing penis and/or a man's strong hand on my cock. I love to re-live/fantasize about the few times I've had a hard cock in my hand.

I've been in a few situations where men wanted to suck my dick, but I only let one man do it briefly. If there was someone watching me let that man suck my dick I think I would have enjoyed it more, but it was in a small cramped arcade booth and not exciting. When I think back, the thought that I let another man suck my dick (and that I told a close female friend about my taboo experience) is arousing, but the actual act at the time was not. I might be more into it in a private setting where we wouldn't be interrupted and could take time to enjoy it. It would probably be with someone I know, and I would be more inclined to return the favor.