About my cousins (3)

I was kind of nervous; I wanted ?that? again, the thrill of what we did made me feel horny and wet. I was fantasizing about what was going to happen next and about how I could tease him. What will he, no we, do tonight. Will I be brave enough for the next step, what is the next step? Or shall I hold back and have him rub my pussy again, when, how? Anxiously I was waiting for the usual signal from grandma or grandpa that it was time to go to bed. My mind was racing with thoughts and ideas one naughtier than the other. Will I let him .... Finally the redeeming word, "BEDTIME KIDS, Let him shower first" my grandma ordered, "you girls always make a mess in the bathroom, what are the two of you doing there?" He finished his showering and called downstairs "ready?" I always take lots of time to shower; I love to shower, soaping myself and spraying myself. I had pubic hair since some time, although not much and I usually shaved myself once a week. I love the feel of my freshly shaved pussy and most of the time when I return to my room I lay on bed naked to feel the soft smoothness between my legs. I have to shave myself tonight! Did I bring my razor? Yes there it is, in my toiletry. I shaved myself and she was watching me. I think I also need to shave myself soon and she proudly showed me a few tiny winy blond soft pubic hairs. "Yes you will, watch me and learn." She observed me closely, "I like your clit, it is thick." "Yes that is because I touch and move it a bit when I shave. I like to touch myself there", she smiled. All I did was smile back, maybe I will teach her how to masturbate at another time, not now; I had other things on my mind. But I was aroused and engorged again indeed and not only from that shaving. We dressed in our nighties and went back downstairs to kiss grandma and granddad goodnight. "Hurry up he is in bed already, you will wake him." Haha I was sure he wasn't asleep; he probably was as nervous and horny as I was. We went upstairs and in bed, we joked a bit but not as long as usual, I go to sleep, "I am tired, so be quiet," I told her. She protested a little but turned around and went to sleep. We were watching each other like last night, a little earlier he did as he was asleep, but as soon as his sister was quiet and turned around his eyes were wide open. This time he didn't have his knees up like last night, now he didn't hide his erection, the bulge from under the blanket was proof of that. The sight turned me further on, what should I do? I thought I figured it all out but now I was hesitating. My hands went down and I made sure he saw what I was doing. The excitement was building up; he nodded to me and made a gesture with his head to come over to his bed. I hesitated but yes I was sure that he wanted me to move over to join him in his bed. I checked my other cousin, she slept soundly. Carefully I slipped out of my bed and moved to his, he held the blanket up and I moved in. His warm body felt good and I snuggled close to him, he was still on his back and my head was on his chest, his breathing was heavy. My hand went down, gosh he was naked this was ..... his hard dick was so big. This way it felt different, much much better than in his underpants like earlier today. Hard but with a soft skin, I could feel it throb in my hand. I would like to hold him with two hands, yes he was so big that he needed two hands to hold, but lying on my side I couldn't reach him with my other hand. I had one leg bended up and his fingers were in my panties, it felt so nice that I didn't want to move either. He whispered in my ear, "take off your panties and show me how you masturbate." This was not what I had in mind, I planned that we were going to masturbate each other, but ...... The thought excited me; I remembered the excitement from this morning when he was looking at me. No boy has seen me masturbating, should I do it? It is so private, my thing, my private pleasure. But the thought of it made me even hornier than I already was. When I masturbate I fantasized of being watched, maybe this will spoil that pleasant fantasy, on the other hand why not, now I can have my fantasy become real. I moved the blanket down, I first looked at his erect penis, I wanted to kiss it, no better not yet. I lowered my panties and rolled on my back, the way I usually masturbate. Only now my legs slightly separated, usually I do them further apart. He moved and sat at my feet watching me. This was so exciting, he was rubbing his dick. He spread my legs further and moved in closer. I was becoming so horny from this, I had to slow down or I would reach my point of no return too soon. But I didn't want to slow down; this was a kind of excitement that I hadn't experienced before. I wanted him to see me, I wanted him to see my hot pussy, the closer the better and I spread myself for him as far as was comfortable. My pussy, swollen lips and hard clitty fully exposed for him, this was hot and I could feel the wetness dribbling between my butt cheeks. I played with myself, not to get to an orgasm, no I wanted to show him how hot and sexy and wet I was for him. I was totally focused on myself and what I was doing. I rubbed my clitty playing it the way I like it the most, smearing my honey over my lips up to my throbbing engorged clit. I couldn't look down at myself but I knew my swollen clit had come out under her hood, it felt so nice, my wetted finger rubbed it, this was great, this was awesome, I wish I could do this for the next ...... then I came a wonderful nice intense orgasm going through all of my body. I know I pull funny faces when I come, but I didn't care, I wanted him to see my joy, my own very private pleasure. All that time I hadn't looked at him, when I opened my eyes I first saw his face, still watching me. I was still playing with myself as I usually do after an orgasm, fumbling my lips, feeling my wetness and my clitty in the afterglow. It was still hard, but sensitive, touching it give me lite after spasms. I like this after time; and it usually leads me to a new workup. Not this time, he was there; I wanted to see him, his hard dick. Only now I became aware, although he was slowly rubbing he was no longer fully erect. He must have come and ejaculated some minutes ago, maybe at the same time that I had my orgasm. He came up and lay besides me. "You are amazing, this was so hot, unbelievable how nice that was," and he kissed me on the cheek. I smiled at him, "I liked it as well and you are the first boy seeing me do this," I could only whisper, my voice was kind of struck dumb. My conscious came back, what did I do? Should I regret what I did, he is my cousin not a boyfriend. But ... I like him probably as much as I would a boyfriend. We both wanted this; we both enjoyed it, what can be wrong about that. Next time I want to see you come for me; I said and kissed him on his cheek. I was at the point of returning to my bed, "I am glad to do that for you". he responded with a big smile on his face. I giggled and left his bed. I couldn't get into sleep for at least half an hour, what just happened was playing around in my head like a movie in slow motion. And all that while my hand was back on my pussy; I was still enjoying the excitement. Maybe I orgasmed for a second time, it is not important, I can't remember. But what I remember will be in my memory for ever and now I have written it down, in black and white and when I read it, it still excites me.