My first foray into describing my masturbation addiction..
Ok, so I can't give away all my secrets on here lol. But I've been masturbating every night for hours at a time for a looooong time and I have added layers to my routine and techniques over the years that make it pretty intense and amazing.
So i like to set the scene first and get warmed up, usually by smoking and/or indulging in another aphrodesiac lol. Turning the lights off and closing the door in my bedroom so I have complete and total privacy. I have a 1-hour long audio trance track that i made myself years ago combining binaural beats, isochronic tones, and a very deep voice repeating a special mantra i wrote myself :P The goal is to induce myself into a trance and pay close attention to my physical and mental arousal rising more and more.
i usually can't resist rubbing my pussy on the outside of my panties after a few minutes, and when I feel adequately 'tranced' and turned on, I walk into my office. I have a comfy masturbation chair, my fav lube, and vibrators and toys etc, and 3 HD monitors on my desk where i can immerse myself in my fav. hardcore porn ;) i mirror them so i'm watching the same scene on all 3. i even have a special pair of glasses that I wear to watch porn lol.
Usually i have a rough outline of what i wanna watch and do . Sometimes i mix it up. I get naked and start touching myself and watch my first batch of content. Sometimes i stare at still photos. The whole time i'm still listening to my trance track, and i like to set timers for me to either switch it up or take another hit to stay lifted lol. It doesn't take long for me to get in the zone. It feels like time slows down and almost stops. I'm 100% focused on the porn, photos, story, or fantasy, and i'm gently humping my hand or one of my toys edging myself with my clit and labia. i feel like a dude jacking off when i do this,l because it's basically gooning, but i'm a chick lol. It's totally the exact same effect though XD. Like i sink deeper and deeper into my hypersexual, lust-filled, depraved perverted hypnosis while feeding myself more and more hardcore porn. Sometimes i sext or zoom with some special taboo-loving pen pals. I usually don't let myself climax for like 1-2 hours, but i can keep going and going even after that. I live for the build-up though lol and it really makes a difference when i do start to cum. The way i orgasm like that, it would actually probably seem fake to most people lol.
i'm leaving a lot of other specifics out, but that's the basic rundown lol
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