40 Years is Long Enough

I had one gay experience when I was about 25. Kind of clumsy. Neither of us knew how we were to do or what we were doing. A little oral, a lot of fondling and some jacking. I always regretted that my sex partner had not cum in my mouth. Even though I set this experience aside and was straight for 45 years, every now and then I would wonder what it would have been like if he had cum in my mouth.

After I was widowed and I realized how few women were chatting and how difficult it was to find women my age who were still interested, I started watching gay porn and jacking off with the guys on the screen. I grew to love various sex acts and wondered what they would be like. My fantasies varied from time to time. Sometimes mutual jacking. Sometimes cumming on each others’ faces. Lots of times licking up cum. (Some things I would be embarrassed to disclose.) I loved watching deep throat movies but couldn’t imagine myself doing that. Sucking yes, but down my throat? No way! My cock down someone else’s throat? I would love to do it. I jacked a lot. I liked (and like) the exhibitionist vids on Chaturbate and I love live private chatting on Solotouch.

Recently another guy and I figured out that we lived about an hour away from each other. We enjoyed chatting and started hinting at wanting to jack together. Finally, I decided it was time. I invited him to come to a motel near me. I checked in and waited. Probably ten minutes. My heart was just pounding. I was excited and scared at the same time. Then came the knock on the door. I opened it and said, “Hi, I’m Graying” and he told me his alias. I told him how nervous I was and he said he was too. But then I said to myself “you didn’t come here to just be nervous, get to it.”

I unbuttoned his shirt and pulled off his tee shirt. I fingered his nipples a little, looked in the face and starting sucking one. While I was doing that, I unbuckled his belt. I had him lay down on the bed. I grabbed his jeans and pulled them off. Then I thought “this is it.” I took hold of his undershorts by the waist and pulled them off. A much bigger cock than I would have guessed. As he laid in the bed watching me, I took my clothes off, kind of slowly. When I got to my Jockeys, I stopped, looked him in the face then pulled them down. 

I pushed him so he was on his back, knelt down,  put my arms under his legs, lifted them up and started sucking. I could tell he was very nervous. I kind of went from licking his head to licking up and down the sides of his cock and his balls. Then I put my mouth around his cock and slowly pulled it farther into my mouth. I suddenly realized that I was deep throating him. I loved it! I could not do it too long at a time because I would have gagged. At this point his inhibitions seemed to go away. 

After a while we switched positions and he sucked my cock and my balls. (My balls are not small and hang low.) We continued like this for 15 minutes or so then he started bumping his ass up and down. I told him a few times that I wanted him to cum in my mouth. This seemed to get him more excited and he humped up and down while I kept his cock going in and out of my mouth. It hit my throat several times and I almost gagged once then I could feel him spasming while he came. I had fantasized about this for a couple of years and here I was. It had less taste than I expected but it was nice and slimy. I moved it around my mouth for a while then swallowed. I had been wanting to do that for some time. Finally!  Damn, it was better than I had hoped. 

We rolled onto our backs next to each other, both kind of spent. My cock was pretty limp. He played with my balls gently for a while and stroked my cock. I got a little harder but too soft to shoot. I jacked a while, he sucked a while, several times. Then I could feel the pressure building. I told him I was about to shoot and he put his mouth around my cock. Almost immediately I shot my load into his mouth. At my age I often don’t shoot a big load of cum but this time I did. My head fell back on the bed. I don’t know how long he swished it around his mouth but then he swallowed. We both laid back on the bed for a while catching our breath. I realized we were both pretty sweaty.

We told each other a little about our lives, but not too much. This was his first time with a man and my first in 40 years. And this was the first time a man has shot in my mouth. After a while I got up, handed him his clothes and picked mine up. We both dressed ourselves. We told each other how much we had enjoyed it but didn’t share any more information. I told him to wait 5 minutes before he came downstairs. I went to my car and drove off. About a hour later my heart stopped racing.

 I don’t know if we’ll ever meet up again but I do know that I like being deep throated and that I can’t wait to feel someone’s cum shooting into my mouth.

P.s. I’m jacking pretty hard as I write this.