Obsessed Solosexual

[jerkerman]

Masturbation is everything to me. I'm obsessed.
I think about masturbation and my dick constantly. When I'm in public, I love to feel my cock flopping around in my pants/shorts as I walk and think of male masturbation. When I am at home, my hands are always on my penis - touching, playing, rubbing, cupping my balls. I love to read about masturbation. I can and have spent days just watching jack off videos while I loose myself into my own private and personal world of jack off obsession. I'm not into partnered sex: no anal, no oral, no mutual, no frottage. I'm driven by my solosexuality. I'm so fucked up on jack off and I love it!! My fantasies are all about men who are just as obsessed as I am...spending a day or a weekend or a week just lost in male masturbation; jack off junkies who sink deep and are possessed by their obsession with masturbation.
I will turn 61 in about six months. I've always been in love with jerking off and was never made to feel guilty about it from my parents. They wanted their kids to grow up with a healthy sex life. Anyway, I'm thinking of retiring in a few years...thinking if I should just rent a tiny place somewhere and live out my life as a crazed solosexual or buy a van and live in it while traveling the roads and masturbating. A silly little fantasy I have is that I will drive to an area when the rainy season is heavy. I will park my van and spend days lost with my cock in my hands. I can still shoot 1 - 3 loads a day, sometimes 4.
Nothing makes my dick as hard as male masturbation. I don't even watch regular porn...it's male masturbation porn or my crazy fantasies of men who have made their lives better by giving in to their primitive nature.
I am a complete jack off junkie obsessed with solosexuality. And I love being like this!!

[jemstone]

Much of what you say applies to me. I discovered masturbation solo in the bathtub at age 9; dry orgasms at first and then one day "pow." Hooked on the feeling. My first stroke material was the classic Greek and Roman male nudes in the art history books. I knew I am bi at age 10 when I realized I liked watching my best friend, 11, get into and out of his Speedos. My teen sex life was very boring (with the exception of the cock play I tell about in my story "Scout Grope" here). I was a virgin when I got married at 21. When you are bi and choose to marry a woman, you never lose the strong desire to masturbate watching men. I have masturbated throughout the marriage. In the early 1990s I began playing with my cock on cam for guys. For a number of years my wife worked away from home during the week, which meant I could have long online cam sessions. Now that we are both retired (I am 78) I get up every morning and can edge 3-5 hours before she gets up. Last summer she went away for a long weekend with friends so I had three says to cam and play with other cocks at the nearby arcades (see my arcade stories here). Nearly wore out my cock. I am in a good marriage, but she lost interest in sex 12 years ago and my sex drive is the same as when I was 12. So, yeah, I would say I am also an obsessed solosexual.

[mash2014]

I could say I am a solosexual fan. I am straight but I have certain desires about men. I started to masturbate at 12 and never looked back. I could say I have masturbated every day of my sexual life, with some exceptions that never exceeded 4 days.

I’ve been married for over 30 years and when we had sex after cumin I’d go to another room with the pretext of smoking a cigarette and would masturbate. Sometimes I masturbated up to 3 times after having sex.
Somewhere in this forum, I stated that I prefer masturbation to intercourse.

I fantasize being with women, doing oral, rimming their asses, watching my wife with another man or a woman, enjoy remembering her sex stories (few but meaningful), I knew men who fucked her and that arouses me like nothing else.
But I also fantasize masturbating another male and being masturbated by him. I’ve had male-to-male encounters in the past, some were seeked by me but others were feeling touched or felt desire, and although I don’t consider myself gay, the eroticism of another male is indescribable. But the beauty of fantasies is you choose who you want to pleasure you, be a man or a woman, young or old, thin or fat. I've had wonderful orgasms having odd fantasies. Just now reading this thread I feel aroused and I want to masturbate.
As jemstone, I am in a great marriage but sex is long gone so I love to masturbate to relieve those desires.
I'll be busy masturbating, so I'm putting the DO NOT DISTURB sign.

[rathb69]

In my real, every day world I identify as straight and only women and their beautiful T&A turn my head; I never look at men in a sexual way. I am content to have solo masturbation as my prime sexual outlet.

However, at this stage in my life, when I fantasize and masturbate or I'm horny and have an opportunity to go to an adult book store or XXX theater I am open minded and curious enough to want to experience taboo and kinky things with men. I frequently masturbate just watching videos of other men jerking off or having MM sex, and want to try things I would not have dreamed of when I was younger and more inhibited.

So far I've given in to my curiosity to touch other men's penises (a few times) and have them stroke mine, and also jerk-off in view of other men, but I haven't yet yielded to my desire to suck cock and receive a hot load of cum in my mouth.

[mash2014]

In my real, every day world I identify as straight and only women and their beautiful T&A turn my head; I never look at men in a sexual way. I am content to have solo masturbation as my prime sexual outlet.

However, at this stage in my life, when I fantasize and masturbate or I'm horny and have an opportunity to go to an adult book store or XXX theater I am open minded and curious enough to want to experience taboo and kinky things with men. I frequently masturbate just watching videos of other men jerking off or having MM sex, and want to try things I would not have dreamed of when I was younger and more inhibited.

So far I've given in to my curiosity to touch other men's penises (a few times) and have them stroke mine, and also jerk-off in view of other men, but I haven't yet yielded to my desire to suck cock and receive a hot load of cum in my mouth.

I feel the same way that I look and desire mostly women, although I felt sexually attracted to a man some years ago. However, I have sucked cock in the past and I would like to do it again. The older I get, the desire has increased. I joined ST many years ago, I started to participate in late 2020. I discovered that there are many men like me. I also started to recover memories from my very early age when I started to live sexually, many times without knowing what had happened. A babysitter took me at the age of 8 and forced me to penetrate her. I vaguely remember if I got hard or what else happened. Maybe a few years later, a man touched me, and on this occasion, I knew what was happening. It felt pleasurable but the fact that a man had touched me made me fear I was gay. These, and other memories went into hiding in my brain and only after 2021 I started to recall them.
My only wish is that I could have explored more of my sexuality when I was younger; back then homosexuality was a perversion and so was masturbation. I attended a catholic school and we were told these conducts were sinful and we could go to hell. I am glad that later in life I rejected religion from my life and I understand, that we as humans, can masturbate and have homosexual relationships with no consequences of hell or something similar.

[ckr4fun]

This post is what caused me to send you a friend request. It hit so close to home for me & had me hard & stroking before I was half way through reading it. If ya do retire & decide to take a road trip in your van, & wind up in Texas at some point, & feel like parking for a few days at my place to watch porn & jack off with a fellow solo sexual masturbation & cock lover, then you would find me to be a more than enthusiastic participant ! Keep on stroking!

[spunkluvr]

This post is what caused me to send you a friend request. It hit so close to home for me & had me hard & stroking before I was half way through reading it . . .

I've also sent a friend request. This sounds so much like me - been an obsessive wanker since I discovered the joys of stroking my little prick when I was six. The horniest masturbation experiences for me have been when being watched. I'm always naked at home, cock in hand for most of the day - all my mates have watched me wank and some have joined in. Watching each other as we stroke our cocks and shoot our spunk is the hottest thing I know.

I have a mug on my desk which reads: "I LOVE WANKING" which a lot of people have seen, although some have pretended not to!

I don't care - I want everyone to know what a total fucking wanker I am!

[ckr4fun]

This post is what caused me to send you a friend request. It hit so close to home for me & had me hard & stroking before I was half way through reading it . . .

I've also sent a friend request. This sounds so much like me - been an obsessive wanker since I discovered the joys of stroking my little prick when I was six. The horniest masturbation experiences for me have been when being watched. I'm always naked at home, cock in hand for most of the day - all my mates have watched me wank and some have joined in. Watching each other as we stroke our cocks and shoot our spunk is the hottest thing I know.

I have a mug on my desk which reads: "I LOVE WANKING" which a lot of people have seen, although some have pretended not to!

I don't care - I want everyone to know what a total fucking wanker I am!

Wish we could get together & edge our cocks face 2 face. I love watching a bud stroke his cock!

[spunkluvr]

Wish we could get together & edge our cocks face 2 face. I love watching a bud stroke his cock!

I've wanked with most of my mates - gay, bi, and straight. I usually end up sucking them off, even the straights. I've found that most guys when they're hard and horny (whatever their usual inclinations) don't care who is sucking the spunk out of them.