Straight guys wanting men

[spdrah]

In an ideal setting this would be the norm rather than the fantasy!

[mash2014]

Something that I had repressed in my mind for many, many years was that I attracted men. I remember a tailor touching me, and I kind of enjoyed it. I remember gays would approach me at parties and make passes at me. I kind of felt proud of myself for it. I remember having fantasies with classmates. I gave a man a blowjob. I never spoke about it.

For some unknown reason, those memories were buried deep down in my brain. After years of enjoying hetero sex one day, I felt sexually attracted to a man. Nothing ever happened but it started to open to the repressed memories and found out that I felt excited watching cocks and fantasizing about men without any fear.
I fantasize and masturbate with cocks and some men. I want to touch, masturbate, and blow a man. At this moment I'm unsure how far I'd go, but I want a young man to satisfy those fantasies.

[spdrah]

This would significantly increase our scope and range of socio-sexual activity and may just improve the happiness level on the community scale.

[pete120]

I always knew I was bi/pan from a early age. I think that most humans are bi/pan. Most the time they never notice or never get aroused enough to try it. I is a great thing. Men are amazing at sex and erotic behaviors. I wish I had a MtF experience though. Women are not attracted to me. Men just flirt and hit on me all the time. Women never even look at me. I am not attractive so I don't know why men always flirted with me.

[pete120]

Most of my sexual partners were male and straight (or at least they thought they were). I am Pansexual. I only have MtM experience. I am into alot of fetishes and phililas too.

[bappanadboy]

How many of you guys consider yourself straight but secretly wish to have encounters with other men? Just mutual masturbation or might it include oral? How far would you go if the stars align perfectly?

It is complicated. Before retirement men socialized with men. Pubs started for that reason. Some of my male friends and I used to have monthly dinners or breakfast on Saturdays, when we got things off our chest. When I dined alone with one man, he needed someone to listen to his private life problems, because he knew that I could be trusted. One man had marital problems and he used to call me on Satudays. I was happy to listen to them and provide some help as a friend, though I am not a professional in such field. My friends were happy that I was helping them. Women also did similar stuff. That is called "bonding."

As a straight man, I was always attracted to women. I enjoyed the best sex of my life for a year with my GF, before marriage, not my wife of 44 years. When I was in my 20s, on a few occasions, high school girls flirted with me. I knew that it was wrong to have a relationship with a minor, so I ignored them.

Like most straight men, I have enjoyed looking at the cocks of other men including my father when I was 12. After retirement, men start a new phase in their life. With the Internet providing many resources including sites like ST, we want to explore ways to enjoy sex because we have plenty of free time. Some men may have become bisexual and may have had physical encounters for various reasons. That is the next step after men bonding with men, I think because they are unable to have sex with a woman. Here on ST, I think many men are in my position that their wives stopped having sex a short time after the man retired. As humans, we have been curious all our lives. Curiosity years ago involved going to see porn movies. Now we live in a high tech world.

If the stars align prefectly, if I become a widower, I will go as far as doing masturbation c2c either with a man or a woman, no physical contact.