I have thought about this for a year or so ever since my wife lost interest in sex. I have looked at gay porn and bi porn and it turns me on. I fantasize about being fucked and feeling cum dripping out of me or licking my cum out of another guys butt hole. To do it with another virgin around my age ...

I have never experienced pre cum even as a kid.
Nowadays I dont cum much at all as I have had surgery for enlarged prostate and had 1 ball removed due to testicular cancer.
I get semi hard and sometimes cum but more often it is a dry orgasm.

I am 69 and I am getting more interested in having sex with another guy. I enjoy chatting to other older guys and masturbating and cam2cam with them. I would love to take the next step but I dont know how to go about it. My wife doesnt know about this and I doubt she would understand but she has gon...