When ever I think of that day, I need to do it.
My cousin and I were watching a movie when I noticed her crotch. For the first time I wanted to know what was in there and what it looked like. The problem was that this was my cousin and we are more like brother and sister than cousins. The thought of it made my dick twitch and my erection was starting to get painful. In my mind I was asking her if I could put my hand there and she smiled.
I was pulled back to reality as she touched my arm and asked if I was interested in a soda. As she made her way out of the TV room so I made my way to the bathroom. I closed the door and took off my pants and looked at my erection. How can I do this over my cousin, my best friend and my “sister”?
I dressed myself and went back to the TV room where she was already sitting. We continued the movie but the more I tried to concentrate on the movie the more my eyes wonder to her crotch. If only I could ask her, but what’s her response going to be? What if she runs out screaming then what?
My battle continued right through the movie.
My aunt made her appearance and said she and my uncle will be out for a while and if we wanted to come with. To my surprise it was Lisa that answered: “Thanks mom but me and Jimmy have another movie to finish.” I almost corrected her but kept quiet. There was no other movie. What was she doing? My aunt nodded and left the room. Moments later the car pulled out the driveway. Lisa gave me a devilish smile and went to the kitchen and returned with another soda.
“You must think that I am stupid?”, her voice cutting like a knife.
Everything that was upright fell and looked for cover. I wanted out too. Lisa’s glare was one I’ve never seen before.
“I saw your eyes wandering around. Don’t try to hide your erection with your hands, you only draw more attention to that area.”
My heart misses a few beats and almost retired. Can this be the moment I’ve dreamt about?
“May I see it?” She pointed at my now-again-bulging-pants. It all made sense suddenly; she is also interested in me like I am in her. We both are 14. I nodded an affirmative, unable to get a word out, stood up and without any ceremony dropped my pants with my boxer shorts. Lisa’s mouth open in shock or in excitement I guess.
“So cousin, you seen mine, how about I see yours…”
She smiled at me and dropped her pants. She was clean shaved. I was seeing stars. My dick was throbbing. Suddenly she darted forward and grabbed my dick. This sent waves of emotions speeding through my entire body and I lost my load then and there. She giggled. I wanted to do it again with her but never got so far.