This is kind of embarrassing but I wanted to know if this had ever happened to another girl or woman out there. Please respond if so.
Ok, so I was at school a few weeks ago and really had to pee but it was late in the day and I hate school bathrooms so I just held it. By the time school was over I was almost bursting. But the funny thing was I was also feeling kind of horny from it, like holding the pee felt really good. I walk home because I live too close to the school to take the bus and I don't have a car. So I started walking home and the urge kept getting stronger.
I grabbed my crotch but that just put more pressure on my clit and made it feel even better. It was crazy. I was in pain from having to pee so bad but it also felt really good and then touching my clit also felt really good. I kept walking home but a few minutes away a squirt of pee shot out and wet my panties. I was scared at first but then I was still horny and it felt kind of naughty and risky instead and made me even hornier.
I was almost home when I let out another squirt and felt some pee run down my left thigh and my crotch felt wet under my hand. I got inside my house, nobody else is home when I get home from school, and dropped my bags and ran to my bathroom. When I got there I looked in the mirror and spread my legs and could see a wet spot about the size of a baseball on the crotch of my jeans. I felt so horny and naughty that I just pushed a little and let out another squirt and watched my jeans get darker as the wet spot got bigger, then rubbed myself over my jeans and felt like I was about to cum.
I decided what the hell and climbed into the tub where I could still see the mirror and just let go and completely pissed my jeans. I was so hot and wet I shoved my hand down the front of my panties, rubbed my clit fast and in seconds was having like the biggest orgrasm of my life. I literally collapsed against the wall and slid down into the tub. I kept rubbing and had another orgasm a minute later. Then I sort of panicked about what to do with my pissed clothes so I turned on the shower, kept my jeans on, then took the jeans and panties and ran them through the washing machine before my parents got home.
I thought it was just a one time thing, but this weekend my parents were away and I was needing to pee pretty bad and I couldn't stop thinking about that day. I got all tingly and horny and wet and just went into my bathroom, took off all my clothes but my panties, stood in the tub and pissed my panties again and rubbed myself to another few orgasms.
I don't know what to think or feel about it. It is weird and naughty but feels soooo freaking good I don't want to stop.