It took many years to appreciate the masterbation and cumeating sessions while edging.
I started jerking and cumming in my early teens. The intense desire to cum was always quick and very wet and messy. The attempts to self suck failed as I was not very flexible and too tall.
As the years went by the quick cum slowed to a point where I could enjoy stroking without cumming and the definition of edging became a wonderful idea as a means of hours of self foreplay with great self control. The idea of tasting my own cum became an obsession....cumming in my coffee cup was a great way to save the cum and get familiar with the taste and texture.
Creamy coffee was a start and became a daily habit.....very refreshing and the recycling of my own love juice was a noble idea.
Finally I looked forward to the direct licking of my cum soaked fingers and hand......a great sensation!
Now after edging for a couple of hours the cum treat is never wasted and the licking of fresh cum is the best tasting dessert treat I enjoy!
Do not wait as long as I have.......the sooner the better for this sweet and funky habit.