This story is about my very first masturbation experience and I think it might be a bit different than the average girls first experience. By the age of thirteen I was past puberty and fully developed. I had heard plenty of talk about masturbation (jilling) from my girlfriends at school and two of them said that they jilled regularly. I knew what it was and I had a pretty good idea of how to do it. The fact is, at that point I had not yet done it for whatever reason. I spent a lot of time thinking about sex things and many many times I felt tingling sensations in my groin area but I never reacted to those feelings.
Then one night things changed in a rather weird way. My dad was at work and my mom and I were watching TV. Mom had gotten her shower and wore a terry cloth robe with a sash to keep it closed. One time as she reached for her drink I looked to her to say something and I saw the front of her robe open quite a bit. I could see nearly completely inside the front of the robe and I saw one of her tits and her nipple.
At that moment mom looked over at me and I knew she saw me looking into her robe. Well, there were at least four or five other times that evening when I got a look inside of her robe. When I thought about that night a year later I came to the conclusion, as strange as it may sound, that my mom let me see inside her robe on purpose.
Anyway, and here's the weird part, seeing her tit and nipple completely aroused me sexually. I actually wanted to just put my hand down my pj's and finger myself. I remember feeling more and more excited with each peek I took of her one breast.
Later that night I went to bed early. I got under the sheet and unbuttoned the top of my pj's and proceeded to play with my tits and nipples. This only lasted a little while and I pulled down my bottoms and put my finger inside my pussy. I was quite wet inside. I was afraid to put my finger into my pussy hole so I just started rubbing around until I hit my clit. I instantly knew this was the clit that the girls at school kept talking about. It felt electrifying and I loved it. I kept visualizing mom's tit and nipple and I kept rubbing my clit.
All of a sudden the physical sensations started coming and they quickly got totally intense. I knew I was having an orgasm. That feeling was fantastic and then it immediately subsided. About ten minutes later I did it again. When I awoke the next morning I immediately masturbated again as I pictured moms tit.
Since that night there have been many other nights when mom and I watch TV together when dads at work. Each time her robe is very loosely closed at the front and when she leans forward I see her tit and her nipple. One time the entire tit came out of the robe. Afterwards I go to my room and masturbate. I'm afraid to share my story with my girlfriends because they might think I'm really weird to be sexually stimulated by the sight of my own mom's tit and nipple. I also am almost positive that she does this to me on purpose.