I was brought up on a farm in Manitoba Canada although I now live in the UK. Life was very hard and we certainly did not have many luxuries. Anything we had we bought out of a catalogue, and I remember as I started to go through puberty I used to look at the bra and knicker ads and jerk off to them.
One day I was looking at the ads and stroking my cock when my mother, who was in her late 50's came in and caught me. She called me a dirty pervert(a name I had never heard before)and proceeded to bend me over her knee and started to spank me very hard yelling things like God forgive you etc.
She then bared my ass and really laid into me. At first it hurt like hell but then I started to get aroused and as she kept hitting me I shot my load all over her leg. With this she jumped up and was very, very angry. She grapped a belt that was on the side and with me now standing she really gave me a severe beating.
I was now crying and yelling and she eventually stopped, slapped my face and said I do not want to talk about this again. This beating traumatised me so much that I did not wank again for a month although I did have a few wet dreams.
This gave me a spanking fetish which I have to this day, my wife used to spank me now and again and I would always cum when she did, having the best orgasm I could have. She has passed away now and all my sex is solo and I sometimes pretend I am being spanked when I jerk off and this makes me cum very quickly.
You parents out there be careful how you deal with your kids because it can form their sexual thoughts for the rest of their lives.