In a previous article, I mentioned that I have been masturbating since I was 5 years old. I also had what could be called female domination fantasies at this time. The original fantasy was that my older sister and her friends would take me to the basement of one of the girls, tie me up, pull down my pants and play with my penis. The way they played with it was by rubbing a rubber ball (a common toy for girls to play with in those days) against it.
At this age, I knew nothing about ejaculations, so I had to endow the girls with a magical power to know that not only did they have get me erected, but they had to keep playing with me until I felt good. It was years later before I realized that there would be a more visible sign of my orgasm.
Nothing like this event ever really happened, but it was the basis for my masturbation attempts and my future masturbation fantasies.
Although I had the fantasy since I was 5, I didn't actually try to masturbate with a rubber ball until I was 9. I was actually afraid to do. I was at a cousin's house. She had a friend over earlier in the day, and this friend left her ball behind in my cousin's bathroom. I was not successful. The rubber was abrasive and hurt my penis. It wasn't until I was 12 that I tried again, and this time with the aid of precome to lubricate the ball, I had success.
Rub the ball along the shaft of the penis, nicking the 'cheeks' (the 5 and 7 o'clock position of the head as you look at it heads on) of the penis. Do this briskly, but gently. Do not rub too hard, especially with dry, unlubricated rubber. When you get a drop of precome, put the ball at the pee hole and twist it around a little. Then spiral it out along the head until you are running it along the ridge. Then go back to work underneath.