The first time I masturbated to orgasm my friend told me that if I stroked my cock like milking a cow milk would come out. I was at that age when I had erections that were so strong I couldn't sleep. I would rub and stroke my cock and it felt great but I was still very frustrated. Finally one night I was determined it was going to happen. I rubbed for what seemed like forever. Then I started to feel what felt like deep pain and pleasure behind my scrotum. I realize now it was my prostate waking up. It was the most incredible feeling I have ever experienced and I shot cum all over the bed. I have been masturbating every day since then. The following year I was with my friend Tommy sleeping over at his house in a tent. We were laying there talking about guy stuff and he asked me if he could suck my cock. I was stunned but had an instant erection. I said yes but only if we both got naked. I stripped immediately as did he. I was blown away when he dropped is shorts. He had the biggest cock I had ever seen. It must have been 9" long and as big around as my fist. I laid back and Tommy started to suck my cock. It was the most incredible feeling I had ever experienced. He continued to suck me and play with my cock but I hadn't cum. I was incredibly fascinated by Tommy's massive cock. I told him I wanted to touch it so we moved around so I had access to his cock. I held his cock in my hand and brought it to my mouth but I was afraid to take him in my mouth. I didn't want anyone to know that I had sucked a cock so I jacked him off. This went on half the night. finally Tommy said he wanted me to cum. I told him I would jack off which I did and before I came he put my cock back in his mouth and took my load. We continued playing around up into our teens. Tom would always blow me and I would jack him off but I always wondered what it would feel like to suck a big cock. The last time we played was when we were 16. His parents both worked so we went jp to his room and undressed. We laid in his bed nude and played with each other's cocks. He sucked me off and I jacked him off several times. I still wanted to suck him but was afraid to be found out. I loved girls but this was a nice distraction. Since those times I have always been aroused by the sight of a big thick cock. I can still close my eyes and see Tommy's massive cock in my fist as I stroked him to orgasm. Fast forward 30 years and I still have that attraction and curiosity. I love massage and decided for the first time to get a massage by a guy. I got to his apartment and he was a good looking guy in his late 20s named Dominic. He said he worked from his bed because it was easier to move around. That suited me fine. I stripped and laid down on his bed nude. I closed my eyes and Dominic started with my shoulders and neck and began to work his magic. It felt great and he gave a great massage. He worked down my back over my gluteus which he took his time with and into my inner thighs. I grazed my cock and balls several times during the massage and it felt wonderful. I began to get a partial erection. By the time he finished my feet I was soft again. Dominic asked me to roll over and when I did he had a massive hard on in his boxers. I grabbed the head and asked him what this was all about. He blushed and said it happens when he rubs an attractive man. I told him to take the boxers off which he did. Out popped a massive cock that was at least 9" long and sticking straight up. He had huge girth so big that like Tommy's cock the head looked small perched on top. He laid down with his feet towards my head. I grabbed his big cock and stroked it a few times then commented about what a beautiful cock he had. I told him I am going to do something I have never done before and I took his cock and put it in my mouth. It felt big and hard and hot against my tongue. My cock was still soft at the time so Dominic leaned over and licked the spot just behind my scrotum that has is soft and it is electric to the touch. Then he took my soft cock and sucked it just below the head where the head attaches to the shaft. He did these two things in a matter of a second and I had a raging hard on. Dominic began to suck my cock deep into his mouth (I am only 6.5" and average thickness with a massive head) he licked up and down the shaft as I continued to suck his big cock. I was afraid of him coming in my mouth so I stopped sucking and continued to jack him off. I told him to relax and enjoy it. It took a while but I slowly masturbated him to a big orgasm. I regret now that I didn't suck him off and swallow his load. After he came he sucked and stroked me for a while until the hour was up but I didn't' cum. I have thought about that moment many times and jacked off thinking about that big cock in my mouth and about how much I wished I had sucked off Tommy too. I am happily married and love sex with women but I'd still like to do it again sometime. I get massages from men several times a year. They always jack me to orgasm but none of them have ever volunteered to show me their cocks so I didn't explore it any further. Dominic moved to Chicago. I have tried to find him on Craigslist but no luck. If I had I would have gone over for a repeat. Hope you read this Dominic.