Wow, i have been reading this stuff for almost 6 months and just decided to take a gander, if you care, read on!
Hey all, my name is well, lets leave that out of here, im form a super small town in minesota, where, yep you guessed it, masturbation is totally unheard of in girls, truth be told we just make fun of guys who do it! haha
Anyway, im 14 by the way, i have been playing for about 2 years at the most, i found out if could pleasure my self maybe when i was 4 or so, in daycare under a blanket at naptime rubbing myslef, but no one ever knew.
When i was 7 or 8 i would find my self looking at movies and when it got to sex parts i would run to my room and enjoy myslef, not to orgamsm, and maybe for like 5 min.
Finally, when i was 12, i was babysitting and flipping through the channels i found a porn, evenutally i was humping a couch pillow, i loved that! never to orgasm!
First orgasm: Still babysitting for the same woman, i brought my dads back massager, and flipping through finding another porn, i removed my pants and let it go, god i was in heaven, my body shook and i was breathing so heavy, i ofcourse was super wet, i loved that, but eventually, guilt hit me, and i have been secretive ever since.
I am an incredible sexual person, i love touching myself and reading these stories, i have super small 34A boobs, but whatever, i get off on a toothbrush and brush handle, i find that clitoral simulation is awesome, until i foudn the brush, i still cant get off form jsut the brush, but a combo of the two is heavenly. SOmetimes im lucky enough to get bath time, :-) love that!
The other night, i lied at stayed at a guys huose, the first guy to see my boobs, i almost died, but he said he loved them (liar) but who cares, it was so exhillerating, i tingled, we made out and fodled forever, but i never gave hiim a handjob, guess i wussed out, soon i will though, just you wait.
I get super guilty from all this pleasure, but i love it, so i continue, i think its kinda sexy that everyone thinks im just sexually outgoing, not knowing i go home to wank off to them, i have never shared with anyone that i do this, so i made up an email address that anyone can contact me at, becuase really, i need to talk to someone about this! have a great day all of you, and thanks for this site, it really helped me discover self love, not to mention mind blowing orgasms!