My Christmas Wishes for Santa--and for Sex

DEAR SANTA CLAUS: MY WISH LIST First, I wish all readers and participants of Solo Touch to give and receive good sex during the holidays. I particularly would like my X and Y forum friends to feel me, make me hard, and slowly pull their teeth and lips up and down my erect cock. (Did I write that?) It feels so good, the moisture, the pre-cum making its way to the lips and tongues. I am not very big, so I can slide down the tongue and into the back of the throat. I am on my back. I am cumming: my toes first move and tingle. I get moving and restless, wanting to push deeper into the mouth. Then my balls pull up tight, my abdomen tightens to prepare for the cum about to come. I am most tender and sensitive under the head of my dick. Then, as always, the hairs on both my forearms stand up, erect. The tingle turns to throbbing. I can feel the tongue holding to the underside of my little five-incher. I can feel the motion within, my cum emptying into the mouth, pulsing with each smooth, wet draw up of my erect old penis. The sensations down my arms and legs, the curling toes, the lifting up, and the relaxation. I love the wet. Oh, I wish. Next, I have to wish that I might have one more inch onto my penis length, now. In my early life, I was able to slide my erection smoothly under the ball sac of my grade school friend who taught me to fuck him and his tightly closed legs. I wanted to pee, I thought, and at the same time, could not stop the pushing, and wanted to push down farther into his upper thighs. My dick (erect cock) was never as long as his, while he was lying on top of me, sliding up and down and in between my small frame, my erection pinned onto me, looking at me, while he moaned and moaned and came. He lifted himself up and came on my legs, never on my stomach, never onto my chest. But I can see his black pubic hair even now, and his throbbing red, cut cock, spurting and dribbling the milky white liquid that I had no idea about until I met him. If I were a bit longer... and how I did enjoy the feel of his erection pressing into me while I was on top. Even hugging his sides. I wish for that and more of that. Then, I would like to go back in time, knowing all I know now about the Internet and Wikipedia and Solo Touch and be a sexual boy-into-man, with bisexuals, jacking and jilling parties, nudist erections in a community or on a beach, going online to see ejaculation after ejaculation, seeing my sister naked, having my father teach me how to masturbate, maybe even my sister. And my cousin I saw naked, for a brief moment while we were on vacation. I would have liked to have been into her pussy, as I read about in Solo Touch stories. My uncle I went swimming with, and saw his flaccid penis in the showers and while toweling off. I liked looking at him--and got hard thinking about having sex with him. And had puberty erections while driving my cousin and my sister, the three of us in the front seat, close. I would go home, into the bathroom, with it's white small-tiled floor, and lather up the floor, slide on it, fuck it, love it, and feel the cum squirt, and pulse out between my stomach and the floor. There was the puddle of the sought-for milky cum. I did taste. I wanted someone else to taste me. I have never had a blow job with a swallow. I am so turned on and leaking pre-cum as I read stories and experiences. I can also relate cumming into my shorts or bathing suit while watching girls. And I follow blogs of masturbators and couples. Where was the porn and erotic when I was young? I have the most pleasure as I watch an erection slowly slide into a hand or a mouth or between the lips of an open receiving cunt/pussy, shaved or not, slide all the way, no matter how long or short, thick or thin the cock. I am most turned on at that point. I wish for more and more. And then I come, after pulling my pud, eyes closed, seeing my beautiful cock doing the sliding into the right space. Finally, I wish my wife, whom I love, would be open more to toys, letting me masturbate her, watch her masturbate, see and hear her as she climaxes, be open to foursomes or having sex with friends, being nude--limp or erect. I love reading about those events. I am so turned on and horny now in my old age, yet have a limp E.D. dick. Oh, I can have pleasure, can fondle myself, have wanked and wanked, even in front of the wife once or twice (once or twice!?) to show her how I feel and pull my erection, and want her to help me in pleasure, to see me pulse and squirt--which I can do. I feel myself, I want sex. I am in such a Solo Mode for the last few years. She just is not the hot, horny, lusting woman from our early days of fooling around. Then she found my sweet spot under the head of my dick. She could use her fingers and hand to make me come, anywhere, even in the car, as I came into a hankie that she used for my cum. She never ever went down on me in the car. She does not like leaking pre-cum. Oh, I wish. That?s it, Santa. I have been a Solo Touch follower for years. It is my favorite pleasurable reading spot to help me get to the right spot and the wet spot, into the sink, in the shower, home alone on the bed, in the car, into my hand while at the computer. I wish for more friends, enjoying the stories that make me come and always want to come. Oh, by the way, about my mother. I saw her red bush once while she was sleeping on the couch with a leg raised. I never knew she did not wear panties all the time. Yes, I wish she had been there with me to show me how she gave pleasure to my dad, how I heard them in their bed, wondering whether she was blowing him, or was on top, or whether he was into her red bush, or whether his cock was enough for her, or how he gave her pleasure. When he died, I stayed with her for comfort. I asked her if she needed anything when she was in her bed. Then I asked her--believe this--if I could take care of her, her sex need. No, she replied. Not now, maybe before, but not now. Before? She wanted to have sex with me? I wish for that before, as I read about mother-son sex, that she would want to see my young erection and show me what was best for pleasuring a woman--or man. I did leave her room and brought myself to climax and a wet spot in my bed, thinking about being with her. Intimate with my mother. I was 42 years old, in my prime of sex! Makes me hard, even now--kinda hard. Oh, I wish.