I seem to be getting worse and worse. By the way, if you don't like what I do, don't read my stuff.
First, its been cool to read the nice things people have said about my posts.
I know this is just something I'm going through and I am being very careful, so no big. My brother and I have messed about a few times since I last wrote... nothin too bad.. just jackin' and jillin'.
Last night though, something else really got me going. My mom and dad were fucking and I could hear them real clear. Now, I know mom and dad don't do it too much, and when they do, I know dad has to wear a condom coz mom can't be on the pill. Anyway, I was listening and they are really getting into it and I heard mom say to dad 'Hey, why not pretend we're doing something real bad.' They had a chat which had lots of moans in it, but it turned out they wanted to pretend that they were doing something really forbidden. Dad talked about a rape thing with mom, but mom didnt seem too keen on that, then mom suggested that she could pretend to be a schoolgirl or something. Dad liked that. (All the time, I was getting really wet and playing with myself) Then mom said 'Hey, why don't we pretend I'm Emm.' I could have almost fainted! Dad said that he didn't know if he could, but mom said 'Sure, you've noticed how she's all grown up now. Imagine what a tight pussy she must have and how she plays with herself nights.' Mom must have gotten it right coz the next thing I hear is mom moaning and the bed squeaking. I had my hands in my panties and was frigging my clit while dad was saying stuff like 'Ohh shit, Emma. Your so tight.' and mom was like 'Ohhh daddy, yes... fuck me. Take my cherry' I tell you what, all three of us cummed at exactly the same moment.
What they don't know is that I heard every dirty little word and would happily have walked in and joined in with them. I decided I would wear my now soaking panties all night and leave them under his pillow. He won't ever do anything for real with me, and nor would I really let him.. (I don't think... giggle)
Of course, the next day, I found an excuse to sit on his knee and wriggle a little. I even gave him a hug and said 'Ohhh daddy' in the same way mom had. Know what, I felt something moving!
Well, as I said. I am really into masterbating and I have decided that the next thing I want is to masterbate with another girl either watching or doing herself too. I've done all I am going to do with my brother (well, maybe we will still help each other out from time to time) I want to explore the really dirty stuff I have been fantasising about. I want to masterbate in public, and I definitely want to pee in my panties more. That feels soooo horny! I guess if I do it with another girl it might go too far. I dont know if I could, you know, lick another girl or not. (yuck... well.. MAYBE yuck)I don't know what I am going to do about it yet. Maybe I will touch my best freinds panties from her laundry hamper or something just to see if I can.