Orgasm begins deep, perhaps through some all-inclusive connection between the brain, heart, prostate, scrotum, penis. Prior to orgasm I am extremely aware that I am losing control of the muscles in my thighs and pelvis. I begin thrusting gently, my hard penis pushing upward and foreward.
Then my legs open as wide as is possible, I tuck my chin into my chest and begin groaning as the first wave of joyful release overtakes me.
To backtrack a bit, when I decide to masturbate to orgasm and am feeling close, I put a generous amount of coconut oil in the palm of my right hand and gently squeeze my slippery fist over my penis. Until then, I masturbate with dry thumb and two fingers. The new slippery sensation is so increbibly different that it is not hard to imagine that I have slipped my penis into the hot vagina of a willing partner.
While stroking in the final stages before ejaculation, I often stand up, as this seems to intensify the feeling. As my fist moves back and forth over my hard penis, the first, second, third spurts of semen fly onto the rug. My face is flushed and my tongue is bloated between my swollen lips. Then I sit down again, continuing to stroke gently, encouraging the last drops of semen to flow out of the tiny hole of my cock, and ooze down my oily shaft into my pubic hair.
Occasionally, when I masturbate in the shower, when I get close I bury a soapy finger deep in my ass while stroking with my other hand. When I cum, I can feel my ass muscles pulsate and clench in waves over my finger. (This was a favorite technique when I was a teenager.)
Afterwrds, I sit for a long time, relishing the post orgasmic euphoria-until my penis is soft. Then, I warm a washcloth in hot water and gently massage my scrotum, thighs and penis with the hot moist cloth. The sight of my soft penis, lying to one side, is a joy too. I look and thank 'him' for all the pleasure he gives me.