My ex left me for a younger woman six months ago. This is an email I sent him.
This was one of those days when I all did was cry and picture you making love to her. I tried to sleep when I went to bed, but my mind kept going. I sleep on your side since you left. I started remembering things.
First I thought of the end of our time together. When you didn't want to make love to me. How I would get out my vibe and make myself cum while you were laying right next me. I zeroed in on the night when you rolled over and started touching me while I held the vibe to my clit. It was so hot! I finally begged you to put your fingers inside of me. I came so hard!
I needed to cum tonight. It has been so long. So I got that vibe out and pressed it against my clit on low speed. It did feel good. I was getting so wet. I had to put my fingers inside me.
Then I remembered that I was on your side of the bed. I thought about all of the times that side got so wet. My fingers weren't enough any more. I got out the clone you made for me and put it inside my soaking pussy. OMG! it felt sooo good to have you there again! I held the vibe to my clit, turned up to full speed now, and pushed 'you' into me as hard and fast as I could. Damn. I was close! But I wasn't cumming yet. I could feel and hear how wet I was.
My mind went to all the times I rode your hot hard cock until we both came, soaking the bed so you had to sleep on a towel. That's what I needed! I pulled your pillow out from under my head and moved it to the center of the bed. Keeping my toy 'you' Inside, I straddled the pillow. Then I put that vibe back on my clit and fucked that pillow like it was 'My Love'!
Facing the mirror on the headboard I could see the back of me in the mirror at the foot of the bed. It really looked like you going in and out of me! And the feeling! My muscles were already squeezing every time went in, trying to keep you there. The pillow was starting to get wet, so I stopped letting you come out of me. I started just grinding your cock inside of me. Pushing until I almost had your balls in me too.
That's when I started to feel the heat in my belly. God I miss that feeling! And I started to spray my cum all over that pillow! It was a total body orgasm! My clit got so sensitive I turned the vibe down to low and fell forward, hugging that soaked pillow and saying your name until the aftershocks passed.
It was good. But love what I felt with you so much more intense. I will never feel that again. But I will never forget it. And for the rest of my life I will miss you.
It makes me so sad to know that it is her you lust for now. That in one year the sex with her has made you not want what we had.
No one will ever replace you my love. Not even the toy you made for me.