My cousin and I were always close. When we were young, our families used to joke about us being 'kissing cousins', even though we never kissed. We were only 10 days apart in age, so as we grew up, we attended the same schools and had a lot of the same friends. We were the best of friends.
It was when we entered high school that I first started having fantasies about her when I would masturbate. She was so darn beautiful, but she was my cousin so there was never going to be anything more than just fantasies for me.
Time goes on like it always does, we grew up, went to different colleges, married the people we fell in love with and had our own kids. But we always remained close.
We were 32 when I got offered a job in another state that was an opportunity that I just couldn't pass up. I had to move away from my cousin who was my best friend. We still talked on the phone two or three times a week over the next year and a half. One day she surprised me, 'I have great news', she said, 'Me and Rob (her husband) got jobs in (the same city I lived in), we are moving in three weeks. It was great news.
Six months after they arrived, my wife and I separated, and we eventually divorced. My cousin was there for me as I worked through it.
More time went by, our kids were in college and at age 43 my cousin and her husband separated. She asked if she could move in with me for a few months as they ironed out their divorce settlement. Of course I said yes.
She had been living in my house for a few weeks and I was masturbating to my fantasies of her again. She wasn't shy about coming out of the shower nude or walking around the house partially clothed. Even at 43, she still had a body to fantasize and masturbate about.
One night she went to bed early and at about 10:00 I decided she was probably deep in sleep and I was horny. I got onto the computer and was looking at some free porn sites and started masturbating. I was pretty focused on the pictures on my computer screen and stroking my cock when suddenly out of the corner of my eye I saw something. It was my cousin.
She had caught me.
I was both embarrassed and ashamed. I started to stammer out some words and she put her finger to her lips and said 'ssshhhhh'.
She was wearing a bath robe but it wasn't tied. One of her magnificent breasts was exposed and I could see her other hand was on her pussy. She looked me in the eyes and whispered, 'Keep doing what you are doing, it turns me on'. She walked into the room and let the robe slip off. 'Jack off for me', she said, 'I want to watch'. She sat on the backrest of the couch and spread her legs. She started rubbing her clit and said 'Let's masturbate together. I always fantasize about you when I masturbate, do you ever fantasize about me?' she asked. I told her I did.
My attention was completely on her now, not the computer. I was looking at her and stroking myself, she was rubbing her pussy and encouraging me. She told me she had never watched a man jack off before and she wanted to see me cum. Not only did she want me to jack off for her, she wanted me to jack off to her. We both enjoyed the self stimulation as we masturbated. Encouraging each other towards an orgasm. Stimulating each other with our pent up fantasies. Her jilling off and me jacking off together. And we both enjoyed it.
We made our mutual masturbation sessions a regular thing even after she got her own house. It's been three years.
Today is Christmas and her kids are with their father and my kids are with their mother. We talked about it and we are going to be real kissing cousins today.