I like to have a man watch me while I masturbate. I've given lot's of shows in my lifetime and will most likely give lot's and lot's more. This is, hopefully, the first in a series of stories I will tell about my masturbation shows.
I'm 34-years-old now, but I remember my first show like it was yesterday. It was the summer of my fifteenth birthday, and I was with my first boyfriend. Since we were both young and inexperienced, we were going out for almost a year before we did anything sexual. At first, we just kissed and caressed each other, but after some time we started taking off our clothes and doing more intimate things.
We both wanted to find ways of giving each other sexual pleasure without intercourse since I wasn't ready for it at that point, so we decided to teach each other how to give the other one handjobs. I was shy at first, so he went first. He showed me how to lube up his cock, grip it, and then pump it up and down. Needless to say, since he was young, his show didn't last very long before he came.
Now it was my turn. I was so nervous and freaked out about having someone watch me masturbate but since my boyfriend did it first, I felt better about it. I laid back in bed, parted my legs a little bit, and then put my fingers on my clit.
Okay, here was the moment of truth. I started rubbing my clit in little circles like I have been doing ever since I was ten or eleven, but I felt so self-conscious. I managed to get wet, but I couldn't have an orgasm with my boyfriend there watching. I could tell that he was enjoying it, but I felt so weird. After a long time without my having an orgasm, he said that maybe we should try again next time.
That night, as I laid in bed before falling asleep, I thought about the events of the day which got me all horny. I thought about my boyfriend's eager look as he watched me try to give myself an orgasm, and my sex-crazed adolescent mind started wandering. In the safety of my fantasy, I thought about really giving it to myself good while he looked on. This got me all worked up, and I rubbed my clit good and hard while I fantasized about doing it in front of my boyfriend. My orgasm was so intense that night.
The next time my boyfriend and I had some alone time together, I was hot and ready to give the show but still a little nervous. Like the first time, he went first, pumping his cock until he came. By then, I was so extremely horny and wet that I was raring to go. Again, I spread my legs and put my fingers on my clit. I closed my eyes to avoid being distracted and then really went at myself as if he weren't there.
I rubbed my clit fast and hard, rougher than usual. I still felt a little self-conscious, especially since my motions were making loud, wet noises. OMG, would my boyfriend think that I was some kind of a freak for loving this so much and going at myself like this? But as my arousal built itself up more and more, my inhibitions got lower and lower. Right before I had my orgasm, my hand was going at my pussy like crazy. I was really out of control.
Then I came, and my entire body jerked and twitched. I was so shocked by how hard I climaxed, and so was my boyfriend!
For the rest of the time we were together, my boyfriend and I did a combination of giving each other handjobs and watching each other masturbate. We were together all throughout high school, so we gave each other lot's of shows in that time. I was addicted to being watched. Watching was okay, but I definitely liked being the one providing the show more so than being the spectator. Even after my boyfriend and I went our separate ways after starting college, I continued to seek out men who loved to watch while I masturbated for them.
More stories forthcoming....