This is my first post
Before I start my story I want to let you guys know of a problem I'm having and would welcome some comments. Lately I hardly ever enjoy masturbating, mainly because every time I do, I become overwhelmed in guilt. The funny thing is, I still can't stop myself for more the one week to 10 days. After that I become overwhelmed with temptation to come look at this site read all the great stories and indulge myself with porn sites. And after about an hour of sitting here with a hard cock I finally masturbate myself to cum. But then I become overwhelmed in guilt and I try to stop only to repeat the same thing in a week.
It wasn't always like this though. When I was in High School and College I masturbated on avg. once or twice a day (one day I did it five times) and the guilt never stole the pleasure. Here is one of my more exciting experiences in College.
One Saturday night I was at a party with some of my old high school friends that I had not seen in a while. One of them was this girl who was still a pretty good friend In High School I had a big crush on her. She was as skinny as me but had some really big perky breasts. I had actually masturbated with her senior picture more than a few times. Well needless to say I got pretty horny seeing her. After awhile I started wandering around the parking ramp and low and behold there was her car. Then a naughty thought pop into my head. I checked the car doors and one of the backdoors was unlocked. I looked around saw no one and sat down in the car. Then the real party started. I unzipped my pants and pulled them down to my ankles. My hard cock bulged in my underwear. I started rubbing it through the cotton. I began to think about how she probably sat in this same back seat with her boyfriend's hard cock in her mouth or deep in her sweet pussy. Then I finally pulled my underwear off, releasing my cock like a spring board slapping into my stomach. I grabbed it with both my hands and started stroking it slowly, while I looked around making sure I was still alone. Occasionally a car would drive by oblivious to the party I was treating myself to. I began stroking it faster and harder. The pleasure was immense. Then finally after about 4 to 5 minutes, BOOM I exploded. Cum went flying everywhere; from the back of the front seat, to the floor mate and on the back seat. I looked around one last time smiled extremely happy with myself, wiped myself off on the seat, calmly got out of the car (leaving all my cum where it was as a gift to her), and walked back to the boring party with no guilt.